Yesterday's Fireworks

World Cup!

2010-06-13T18:57:00.002+08:00

Well well, I'm back :) So sorry I didn't put in efforts to update my blog again! Haha. Anyway, world cup has arriveddd! Kind of crazy because all of us stayed up till 5 am just to watch the World Cup. My days are being quite nice to me so far. But I still can't clear certain things. No one seems to assure me on certain things. Guess I should just find out myself? I'm really tired of all these. Wonder why I'd waste my time staring and waiting for nuts. Like I always say, I want the ability to read minds.

Btw, my fat sister had flew to Singapore! Having the time of her life there with her friends. Her boyfriend can't go with her, thats sad. I'm looking forward for my souvenirs! Ehem :D So we have left one more week of holidays before school reopens and thats when miserable nerding life goes on. We had a week of extra classes. On last Wednesday I went out with ma lovely girls. Seing, Elaine, Shi Lin, Dani and soon leaving me, Kay :( She'll be living in New York with her mom and finishing her high school there. So this is why I would try my best to spend the most time with her. Oh we watched Prince of Persia. It was goood, I swear! The smoking hot main actor thats what makes it better ;) and we had lunch at DELIcious. Yums. Had tons of fun. Thanks girls for making my life complete.

So next up, Penang we go! Will be leaving on Wednesday and staying in Hard Rock hotel! First time baby, excited :) Heard comments and all are positive comments it seems! Haven't been going to Penang for quite sometime and I need good food! Anyhow, I still need to control. Just joined CelebrityFitness and looks like I need to lose quite a big amount of FATS. Thats not nice (N) and I am consistantly craving for desserts! cheese cakes and ice cream! My goal is to lose 5-7kgs in 5 months? I doubt that. Ok ok have faith in youself Mei. You can do it, find the willpower! Haha ok, up to here my post for today. Stay tuned!

1st May

2010-05-02T21:41:00.003+08:00

Woah oh oh oh! They're telling me its beautiful!

YES ITS BEAUTIFUL! I fell in love with TOKIO HOTEL! They're awesooome :) Had a great time in OU on saturday! Went there at 11.30am and had brunch with Daa at Old Town. Then went to Toys R Us to meet up with Mummy Jane, abang and Baby LUQMAN! He is so chubby and cuuuteee! His eyes are huge and he pose to the camera! Smart boy :) Then went up to Neway and booked a room then down to Arena foodcourt for lunch with the guys. Neway for 3 hours! I lost my voice but luckily it recovered just in time for the concert HEHE. There were a lot of bestarians! Ex bestarians too. So a bunch of ssb students hanged out together. Aida, Shauqi, Shaun, Shi Yong, Joey Ang, Wei Xian, Amirul, Iman, Natto, Aini, Anis, Jiasin, Chi Shun, Lily, Dzakwan, Harith, Wesley, Aimran and so on! Too many to list em down. But we had great fun really! Eventhough we were all sweaty, wet, sticky and SMELLY! Really did enjoy myself. After the concert, we headed to Alsafa for supper as most of us are hungry after the crazyy dancing&singing exercise. Oh yeah, during the concert we forgot to get mineral water before that so when we see anyone with mineral water, we started snatching it and yelling for it. We took it from Lily and Aini then the mineral water never came back to them. Haha poor thingz! That's it I guess. I hope there'll be more cool bands coming and we can do this again:)

Take me there, Tom & Bill Kaulitz :)

What do you say?

2010-04-30T16:46:00.002+08:00

HUMANOID is tomorrow :) Today is really short. School finished damn fast. Then mommy bought chicken rice for me YUMMY! Came home, took a nap and now lazing around. Don't know what to do! I'm so lazy to take shower. So lazy to exercise. (Hmm no wonder I'm a fat pig) Wow I guess tomorrow's schedule is fully planned! Going to be in OU at 11 or 12pm. Hang out and lunch with Mummy Jane, baby Luqman and abg. I hope she can really make it! Then join the girls at Neway. Gonna meet up with Shi Yong and all for dinner before the concert starts. Leaving at 11 something maybe and still have to go for cousin's bday! Sooo gonna be a tiring day. I shall take as much rest as I can tonight.

EVERYONE IS GOING PHUTURE TONIGHT, WHERE DO I GO!

Impian Morib

2010-04-26T22:40:00.005+08:00

Fellow readers!

I'm backz :O Had a busy weekend. Just got back from Motivation Camp! Got a lil motivated la maybe. The cool thing is, we actually did our school cheer with semangat! Like super duper bersemangat! So proud of ourselves. And not to forget, our cool group, Peace No War! We won best team award (BANGGA LA OF COURSE) We went for this blind fold game at night which is kind of the best activity, war dance which we have to compete with all the other 9 teams and some presentations. Had a great time! Despite the pissing-off moment. So yeah, that's about it. Oh and my sister is still not home yet, I'm gonna kill her! Gonna get her all bloody hehe

That's for you to decide;

I Left My Blog Abandoned Again!

2010-04-21T16:45:00.003+08:00

HELLO LADIES AND GENTLEMEN:)

haha sorry, a little bit hyper-active :) Life has been going great lately! Birthday parties, shopping, eating and school! But science is going too far, I'm afraid I can't catch up! Mid Term is coming real soon. It feels like I just did my 1st monthly test yesterday? Hmm. Anyways, we celebrated Ze's birthday last weekend. And two weeks before we celebrated Ming's and Qi's birthday. Bought Qi a Topman shirt again. This time it says (a few girls name which got scribbled on) and lastly the current gf's name. I hope he wears it atleast once a week like the Patrick tee I bought for him!

OH, here comes Motivation Camp on this friday! Haven't been going for school trips with my bunch of crazy friends. Really miss the good old times. Ok, since myself is not allowing me to continue, I shall stop here. Will TRY really HARD to update soon. Cya!

Sigh

2010-03-08T22:44:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow is my first monthly in Form 3 and I'm not prepared at all. Haven't started studying till just now. And I'm still thinking of something I shouldn't think of, right at this moment. Listening to the song the reminds me of you. I'm so useless.

Miserable at best.

Excuse me (smiley)

2010-02-25T21:19:00.000+08:00

I NEED TO GO POO POO :)

Televideophone

2010-02-23T18:02:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday to my two loved ones, Mommy and Aida Sofia!

I wished Daa at twelve sharp yesterday and Yes, I was the first one! So proud of myself :) Didn't get to wish mom cos she was already asleep. Wished mom this morning and sang twice birthday song to Daa in class. I hope she had fun today! Sorry haven't got the time to get her a present. And I never get to figure out what to get my mom. Just spend her a bday dinner, that would be good I guess :) Going off soon for dinner at Pavi or Starhills most probably. Once again before it ends, Happy Chinese New Year!!

How could I ever stop missing you, but the gap between us two is way too huge. Can I make it through?

102 Dalmations

2010-02-11T12:54:00.003+08:00

Three words: I am HAPPY :)

Pn Jannah just gave birth to her chubby baby boy. She texted me on Monday night and told me she delivered in that morning and she mms-ed a picture of her cute baby! Omg I swear he looks adorable! Too bad I can't find my phone cable to transfer the photo into the computer :( and Chinese New Year is this Sunday. Time flies baby, really can't believe it. I've waited for months for this week to come!

Anyways, something is now back into my mind. Its bothering me all day. Why must it be BACK. Sigh, confusion. Should I be happy or sad? When I wish to see it never comes out. But when I don't, it comes out immediately and scare the hell out of me. God give me a break.

Shut Up

2010-02-05T22:52:00.002+08:00

Don't act like you meant the world to me. Don't think you are so good. Don't talk to me like that, I'm not whoever. So please think twice when you do something. I can be nice so let me stay nice ok.

Happyy!

2010-01-27T21:10:00.004+08:00

Happy 100th post! hahaha after so long, I know. Sorry to those who are so looking forward for my updates. Haha really can't find the mood to update my blog. I hardly online too. Just facebook for awhile and I'm off to finish up my homeworks. Form 3 is tough. I have tonnes of homeworks everyday and that's not nice :( I don't even have time to revise yet! Sejarah is going fast but I don't even understand. Bab 1 is already freaking long. God. Then Maths, its a disaster! But luckily my tuition teacher going very fast and far from what I'm learning in school now so I kind of less crack my brain. Anyways, I hope I can catch up with whatever teachers are teaching. I don't wanna have a hard time when PMR is near.

Oh, CNY is around the corneerrr!! I'm sure you can tell that I'm EXCITED :D Yes indeed! My sister and I shopped like mad women! Approximately, three huge bags of dresses/ tops, a bag of bottoms and 5 pairs of shoes? I got a red pair of heels this time! Weeewoo. Got two new handbags too. I hope this year will be a great year and my PMR results with flying colors to make it a perfect year :) Everyone seems to be very happy and couldn't wait for CNY! My sister can't wait to wear the new clothes and so am I. I can't wait to party too! Good foods! So many wonderful stuffs.

Another update. Our school annual Road Run just ended. Cemara got first. Sigh, why can't Kiara get first again! I'm losing hope. I'm a pessimist. Sorry Kiara but I really don't see any determination to win, people! By the way, I'm really proud of the guys in my batch. They did extremely well! Almost all of them got into Top 10 and some even broke the record? Congrats! Not forgetting the girls. We did well too okay! I got 7th, and mummy said 'Good job! Atleast you improved by one place!' Haha that's very nice, momma :)

I think that's it for now. I'm kind of full to death now. I had two bowls of RICE. That's horrible. ZOMG. Imagine a girl who barely have her proper meal on time and today she suddenly stuffed two bowls of rice into her already small stomach. Expanding it again. I think I'm gonna die soon with my so unhealthy style of diet. God bless me.

Cheers people! <3

Tuckito

2009-12-11T13:37:00.002+08:00

This is called 50 First Reactions. Type what comes to your mind FIRST whenever you see these 50 words. Don't think and don't go back and change. Doesn't matter how random it is, just type it!
1. Beer: tiger, heineken, kilkenny
2. Food: nice food
3. Relationships: guys
4. Your crush: a guy
5. Power Rangers: lil kids
6. Life: lifeless
7. The President: dad
8. Yummy: yums
9. Cars: lamboghini
10. Movies: cinemas
11. Halloween: ghost,ugly
12. Sex: hot
13. Religion: racist
14. Hate: bastard
15. Fear: lizards
16. Marriage: commitment
17. Blondes: i love
18. Slippers: black
19. Shoes: i dont wear
20. Asians: me
21. Past time: no regrets
22. One night stand: irresponsible
23. My cell phone: touch screen and suck
24. Smoke: tried it
25. Fantasy: no fantasy
26. College: sunway
27. High school life: doing fine
28. Pyjamas: boxers
29. Stars: shiny
30. Center: middle
31. Alcohol: drunk
32. The word love: need trust
33. Friends: good
34. Money: need lots!
35. Heartache: guys
36. Time: flies
37. Divorce: hard
38. Dogs: puppies
39. Undies: not nice
40. Parents: nag
41. Babies: mine!
42. Ex: none
43. Song: hot chick
44. Color: blonde
45. Weddings: gowns!
46. Pizza: pepperoni
47. Hangout: shoppinggggggg
48. Rest: sleep
49. Goal: football
50. Inspiration: books

Ops

2009-12-07T15:18:00.002+08:00

HELLO?

hehe I'm back! (again, ops) sorry la, I am really really very lazy to blog nowadays. Can't find any interesting issues to update. Well, I do have a few but I don't think I'll be able to describe it here because it is definitely very private and.. complicated. The first issue is, I think I kind of have good feeling for someone. GOOD FEELING, thats it. This person is definitely NOT the right person to fall in love with. Very awkward and weird indeed. Though I have to admit he's hot, stylish and whole lot of cool stuffs about him. Then, there's always a 'but'. I just can't face this fact. The fact that he is........ Sigh. Right at this moment, I really wish I could stop thinking for just a while. My brain is not working rationally.

Second issue:
I am upset. Simply just upset. Expectations from people around me that I clearly do not meet. Yea, I'm really SLOW. Slow in terms of physically and mentally. I don't mind taking straight forward advises from others and I'm trying really hard NOT to be sad after listening to their advises. Their comments about my weakness. I am trying my best to change and to learn. Yet they kept comparing me with others. I know I can't be the BEST. I'm not even close to best. I know telling me my weakness are for my own benefits but you don't have to repeat it every 2 minutes. I'll do my level best to improve and if I'm slow, then don't come to me and ask me to do stuffs when you think that I'll be too slow to complete it. If you think my help won't make any difference then don't come to me. Like they said, Im still very far from the 'good' level. So stop bugging me about things you think I'm incapable of doing. I'm sorry I don't have sikap keterbukaan. Give me a break. I need some time to cool down.

Sapa buat crime?

2009-11-14T19:58:00.000+08:00

DO IT THE HARDCORE WAY :)

The Bank

2009-11-07T16:03:00.002+08:00

Sorry for leaving my blog abandoned. IM BACK! to blog after almost a month I didn't update. It was a long long month I'm telling you. Storing as much knowledge as my brain can hold. So finally, exam is over and I'm free! Things that I'm looking forward to right now is the long holidays, shopping, movies and results? Nah lets not talk about that right now. So anyway, I think I'm gonna do so many things when I get the chance to go out to the mall. Especially when holidays start. Get manicure, more and more shopping, a piercing on somewhere ;) (MAYBE). Yeah that's the only thing I'm excited about. But I'm afraid I can't bear the pain! Man. It's okay. We'll see.

Oh yeah, Jennifer's body is out! So is Time Traveller's Wife! and Poker King! Heeheee I shall call the girls soon :) tooodaah

A Thousand of Nights

2009-10-17T10:24:00.003+08:00

I removed this picture as my wallpaper because I don't wanna look at it every night before I could go to bed. I need to quit this habit of thinking about you every day and night. Its hurtful, its torturing. Though I still don't know when I'll stop loving you. Maybe I already did, but your picture in my head just won't fade away.

Thanks for giving me the best year of 200* that others can't probably give me.

Deli

2009-10-13T11:25:00.003+08:00

So yesterday was a super good day. Grace finally went out with us after soooo long long. I was so happy. :) After gathering everyone, we went to get our tickets for Sorority Row. My movie!! So my type weh. Then we went window shopping. Here comes the best part, Grace and I both have the 25 bucks voucher at F3. So we decided to go in Topshop and check out things that worth 25 bucks. We saw undies and decided to get the same ones. Gracie chose the Wonderwoman and I chose a Danger Mouse. hahahha. 2 undies for RM16.60 :) the other girls to U-bowl first while we get our undies. So the results was, Jeja got first, then Daa, then me, comes Dani, and lastly Gracie :) She scored 9! That's a good start :)

Oh we also had Delicious for lunch! I had my Caesar salad again but with chicken this time. The bowling part was just to kill time and then we headed for our movie. Grace sat next to me and I told her, "Gracie, lets try not to cover our eyes with our hands this time. I wanna try" She said OK and she looked really steady and brave. (wow) After the first girl was killed, both of us started guessing if its a ghost movie or a psycho movie. Ok, that went on for quite awhile. Then we saw this man in black started killing, yes that clears our question marks. I was so tired of being scared and frightened, I kept on leaning on Gracie's shoulder, trying to fall asleep. AIYO WHAT THE HECK.

After the movie, we walked around and Jejas went home first :( Then Dani and us. Jeja was being so hyper yesterday I can tell which I love people like her. and Dani too! She just you know, herself. So talkative and crazy :) and I miss you already Daaaaniiiii. Daa was a little quite yesterday, don't know why. Gracie was fully entertained by me so I'm sure she definitely wasn't bored. HAHA

THETA PI MUST DIE!

The End

Skipping

2009-10-09T23:11:00.005+08:00

Good evening, bitch and bastard :)
I'm so bored but sleepy. Hehe I slept at 3 something in the morning yesterday because I went pick up my sister and Yolks from the airport. They just got back from HK. They said it was a hell of a trip. For sure, Fatty shopped like craaaazzzayyy! Two of her luggages are full of nice clothes! She bought a bag and few pairs of shoes and bags of clothes. She even met some HK celebs. Cool stuff :) Glad she's home. I miss her, I have to admit. Oh she bought me a shirt too! Checkered. PURPLE!

Then she bought this really nice Ferrero which you can't find it here in Malaysia I guess. Since I've never seen it anywhere yet. Its really addictive! She gave me a box of four that Ferrero and I finished it within a few minutes. And now I don't know where to get those chocolates :( There's a mushroom toy in my room! On my mirror, its blue! To conclude, she spent all Yolks' money. HAHA, poor thing la yolks.

Yolks joined us for dinner and we had Thai food again today at Pav. Then we shopped a lil. It was nice hanging out with just me and Fatty. Let's just put a smile on my face and enjoy my another one or two years with my closest sister before she marries and she's no longer in the family. Its not that she's not a part of the family but she'll be conquered by the husband. Only with her husband's permission, she could come back to her very own home. Her husband and children will always come first then her beloved sisters and parents. I'm sure she'll have less time to entertain me and even talks me. This is why when everytime we talk about her marriage, I would either act deaf or start crying. I get very crybaby at this issue. Just when we talk about her, leaving or when I felt like she treats her boyfriend so much better than to me, my tears start flowing. I think I've gone a little crazy with my sister. I need to go for psychologist. HEELLPPP

MR. A

2009-10-08T22:14:00.001+08:00

STOP THINKIIIING! Be patient and wait till the day comes and you can get what you want to know. DONT BE CRAZYYYYYY!

Beef Rendang & Sweats

2009-10-07T18:01:00.002+08:00

HOOO! I just fnished playing badminton with dad, sweats flowing out like waterfall. Oh today is funny :P We had KH for last period and Madam NG (i finally know her name because we never greet her before) was wearing a funny shirt, some sort of kindergarten shirt haha. When she stepped in the class I was so panicked yet laughing and asking Daa and Grace what is her name so in the end, she said 'Good Afternoon' that made my life so much easier. HEHE and we replied 'Good afternoon mrs.. t.eeacche..rr..' Then we saw her shirt. Nat started laughing and I pulak laughed. And here comes Gracie and Daa. I tried look at her shirt for quite a few times but never get to figure out what it was written on it. For your info, the text was printed right where her boobs are. After awhile, she came towards me to mark my book and of course, it was the best time to check out the text on her shirt. Then suddenly, "Are you trying to see what is written on my shirt?" Right at the instant *KANTOIIII* The three monsters at the back sure laughing their butts off. Haha. Crazy laaaaaa

YAY for Jan is moving to somewhere near my place (keep your fingers crossed) hehe and good luck with Mike Chadway :)

Enthusiastic

2009-10-06T18:37:00.003+08:00

Final is getting nearer. I kind of started studying. Aiyooo, why time has to pass so quickly. Oh btw, Fatty is at HK with her boyfriend now. I miss her but miss the souvenirs even more :D haha! I know I'm a bad sister. School's been good. Like any other school days. But just with more craziness. As long as we have someone there, our day is brightened. :) Oh I miss cheer, again. I'm so much fatter after cheer ended. Sigh. One more year to get my ass back on cheer. ONE YEAR. Picture that.

Sexy Ass

2009-10-06T18:32:00.002+08:00

Happy 14th Birthday, SEING SEING!

May all your wishes come true, stay strong, pretty and healthy. May you get good grades for exams, God bless you! You're always the best! Most of all, I love you till the end of time! <3

You

2009-10-02T22:31:00.002+08:00

My heart was pounding unstoppably fast. I felt like it was gonna fall off. I don't know how to describe the way I felt when I caught a glimpse of your shadow, the figure and the smell. The scent that comes only from your body. Did you even bother to ask yourself who was that person that looked kind of familiar but you never remember who it was? I doubt it. Maybe two words could describe the situation I'm hanging in now, lifeless and breathless. If there's anything that could erase all the memories I have in my mind, NOW I'd like you to clear them off my mind. I've had enough of all these. Im tired, I'm sad. It's been 2 years or more now. I don't wanna sleep through the pain every single night I thought of you. Everytime I see something that might relate to you. Every little thing. It gives me a heart attack. Now my tears are rolling down the cheeks. How can the tears ever gonna stop coming because of you. Yeah, I haven't spoken to you for almost a year or two now. And I don't know what the hell on earth that still keeps me hanging. I need some rest

Down Town

2009-09-30T21:17:00.002+08:00

Can you meet me halfway, right at the borderline? That's where I'm gonna wait, for you.

Hotstuff

2009-09-29T17:53:00.002+08:00

WOOT WOOT!
What a busy week, last week. I been to two houses last week for raya. Yes, Jan John's and Daa's open house. Daa got back from Singapore on Saturday night and aunty invited us over for my cousin's belated birthday party. I had rice! Ok, that was already, half broke diet. Then I reached Daa's house at around 9.30pm? Without having a chance to gasp for air, Aunty Liza told me to try on her red kebaya. HAHA dah la I kept on telling Daa that I can't never fit in the kebaya and I was so tired after quickly pack my clothes and rushing to come over her house.

A night with me and my loud voice will definitely keep you awake. I did kept Daa awake till 3.30am. Then I got sleepy. HEHE. Told you I will get hyped up once it has passed 1am! I did so many crazy unimaginable stuffs. We texted Snickers at 3am. Replied his message actually. But then guess he fell asleep. Then at 5.55am! I was half awake and kind of heard sound. Daa was talking! You can't never picture the situation, it was scary! I freaked out. I thought Daa sleep-talks. I wanted to wake her up or something but I don't dare. After awhile, she stopped talking and I heard her flipped close her phone. DAMN! SHE WAS TALKING ON THE PHONE! She scared the hell out of me.

So I woke up at 8 something and get ready to go Jan's for breakfast while Daa went to Hanis's house. I had one ketupat and some rendang. Pineapples can't never be missed :) Then I headed back to Daa's. Elaine was there already! She looked pretty. Half an hour later, everyone else came. I met Jeja and Neesa. Neesa doesn't look really like Nat though. Haha. Daa's soto sticky rice is DAAAMN NICE. The rendang too! From S'pore :P After lunch, you know what's next. Camwhore session laaaa what else. Fuh, it was a great yet tiring day. I walked home at 4 and sister asked to play badminton right when I reached my doorstep. Burnt calories!

I had fun in the past one week :) thanks girls!

Hoho

2009-09-25T22:21:00.005+08:00

Today is a good day :) Jan and I watched The Ugly Truth. God, so many crybaby movies. THANK GOD, I didn't cry. Like what Jan said, we were so prepared to cry unstoppably but the touching parts are short so, didn't had enough time to get the tears coming. So yeah, the message was shocking but yet I didn't like it because the message made my soon to be wife 'you spin my head right round right round'. Yeah that's why. So sweetheart, if your Mike Chadway tells you he's still into you, don't look back. He's who he is. The 'sex maniac' hahaha, so stick with your very own Colin. OK? :) Update me with more messages. I love you too, my lover <3

Colin is hot, by the way!

Rhythm

2009-09-24T15:21:00.005+08:00

WOOOHOOO..
So who's the rockstar out there!
HEHE, help me for I've gone insane :) Our whole family went for karaoke at Neway in OU yesterday night. Yes that includes the two little ones and never forget my parents that hardly get out to occasions that you have to scream your lungs out! Our room for sure produced the loudest sound. In combination of all our voices. Our yellings and screamings sure made the crowd go, WOOHOO :) Fatty ordered a towel of beer and food. After 4 cups of beer, Paul was drunk! (LOUSY LA) Then Dad got high and start dancing and shuffling! OMG, yesterday night was a good night :) Oh and we sang I Gotta Feeling. I yelled my favourite part! People who heard me shouting that random lyrics before, they should know how crazy I sounded. Right Daa? HEHEHEH. So we sang till 2am and decided to ask for bill. We were forced to :( I was too hyped up till I didn't even wanna leave the room! How crazy. Apparently, I had tons of fun. More fun to come baby!

Beach

2009-09-22T21:07:00.002+08:00

HEYHO! I just got back from Pangkor Island. It wasn't as nice compared to the first time I went there. The resort we stayed in were kind of suckish. So creepy. Thank God I didn't hear or see the supernaturals. haha! We went for a boat trip and some went for a swim in the sea. The little ones went on the banana boat! Whatever you call it. I didn't go cos I don't wanna get wet. I know, so sissy. I ate alot, again. Rice almost everyday. Atleast I was conscious enough to skip breakfast. HEHE. Oh! I saw Elaine and Nich too :) We coincidentally met each other for a few times. I was practically having homesick the first night in Pangkor. I couldn't sleep well :'( So glad I'm back home. Ok, I shall update some photos soon. By the way, I drove just now! With my sister's guidance of course. Weee and she said I'm goooooood :) (so proud la weyyyy)

Selamat Hari Rayaaaaa! I can't wait for open houses :)

Director

2009-09-17T18:52:00.003+08:00

There's so many fish in the sea. Why not some other fish? I gave your numerous advices but none seems to get in your ears. Think twice before you even do something you think that's nothing but a joke. YOU, better watch your mouth. Make sure it goes right into your goddamn brain, filter the words before you even spit em out. If something you told others it was a JOKE, but yet deep down in your heart, you really wanna own her, then you should announce it to the entire world.

Giggles

2009-09-17T18:36:00.002+08:00

What, Why? NO.

the above line of words are from Aida Sofia. We imagined how mean, evil and bad she'll treat her kids years later. HAHAH! And then when the kids' mom got hyper, they're gonna get terribly disturbed by the mom. For example, like ME.

One particular flashback:
Civic class*
-I was giving 110% concentration, trying to get every word that came out from Pn. Nadia's mouth. Then a lil innocent girl, was trying to distract me! I was writing the pantun teacher told us to copy down. She was flipping my correction tape, pushing it back and forth and playing with my pen, throwing it near me. So I took everything, put it back into my pencil case and push it far far away from her hands. It was unreachable. BUT, unfortunately I was holding a pen in my hand. So what else? She violently snatched the pen from my hand and she scares me! You violent little girl!

GRRR

Irreplaceable Bestfriend

2009-09-15T16:53:00.006+08:00

I was suppose to type, "IMA KILL YOU AIDA SOFIA!" but now i changed my mind. I should type,
"Go on with your hyperness. I like it :P So I can conteng your book more often!"

I'm not even 1% annoyed :P I can't wait for Genting, alahaaaaiiii. No. 2+3+2, betul!

*Some flashbacks*
-Mei was doing her work on Daa's table together with Daa. Daa was being crazy so she pushed Mei's book and she terconteng her own book -.-
-Mei was doing Sejarah notes. Daa was shaking the table and being crazy again. So Mei's book fell to the ground :(
-Mei was taking revenge on Daa, trying to conteng her book with her ruler that has some ink on it. But then SOMEONE shouted and told teacher that Mei BULLY her. Pandai kau! Still, I'm proud to say, there's a purple line in Daa's book!!
-Someone and Someone were quarreling then Mei was doing sign language but Daa doesn't seemed to understand and did the super blur face :D

But I still like being around you eventhough you get out of control sometimes :P no, most of the time :)

Kebaya

2009-09-14T18:18:00.002+08:00

It was never my intention to bring misery in you. I just want you to live life with no lies revolving. And I said this a thousand of times, you made the right decision.

Ps: Oh daa, I still love you :) I hope you know that <3 we kick ass.

Cotton On

2009-09-13T20:50:00.003+08:00

SHOP-A-LOT

I went shopping with mom and my maid. The purpose of getting out of the house today is because my maid wanted to get her stuff since she hasn't being going out for months. But the day ended up with me buying bags of clothes. Everyone woke up at 12pm today (thats my highest record man) Then we went to Pav while Mei Teng and Mei Ling went OU for bowling with uncle. I got my sandals! Thanks to Mom's convincing comments. I didn't eat much today cos I was too busy going into shops.

Waterfall

2009-09-13T02:52:00.002+08:00

I really need some shopping. I am dying for new clothes and my sandals! New dresses and shirts. Shorts too please? I just don't know where to get 'em. I ate too much just now and my stomach is not well. DAMN CRACK ASS

Wind, Clouds, Rain

2009-09-13T02:30:00.003+08:00

Its 2.30am now and I'm not really sure what's on my mind. But just one person, you. I've always hope to bang into you but I never did. I've always wanted to text you, but I won't have the guts to hit the send button. I've always wonder if I could turn back time, but I know its silly. I've always wanted to get older so I'd be closer to you, but if I'm older then it'll be a different story. And so one thing I do every night, I listen to the songs that reminds me of you. Cause I’ve been waiting for you for so long, for so long

Remember Me As A Time of Day.

I Pray

2009-09-09T21:11:00.002+08:00

So sorry for your loss, my darling. I hope you're feeling better now. I know its unacceptable now but like what you said, maybe its time. Take really good care of yourself and also take care of Najib and Balqis. Aunty needs your support and all your friends will be here too, standing right beside you. I love you Nab.

SHIT

2009-09-08T17:05:00.004+08:00

Get A Life, Bastard. What gets worse day after day? Your ANNOYING & INTOLERANT attitude. You are simply brainless with your censored words.

Jangan nak mengada.

Ladies' Day

2009-09-07T20:05:00.003+08:00

Dad went for fishing early this morning at 5am. I woke up at 10am (I know I'm a pig) then went out for Thai massage at BSD around 1pm. OMG that was so painful I tell you. That woman freakin cracked my bones! I could hear the cracking sound every 5 seconds. Then she pitched my arms, fat arms and my legs. Maybe I'm just not healthy thats why my body aches now. Oh she massaged my hands and I paid full attention for some reasons while she doing massaging my hands. I was thinking about someone (Daa tell me you love me if you're reading this) I kind of remembered whatever she did to my hand so baby, your hands are all mine tomorrow! Anyway, then Mom and I wanted to go for facial but Mom forgot to tell the person that we're booking for TWO. So there's only a place left. Bloody hell. Then I suggested to go OU. I bought pineapple tarts people! Don't know if it's as nice as the one Jan bought but I hope it'll be. Then I bought my contact lens and had nasi lemak with rendang for dinner! At 6pm -.- Haven't been taking dinner so early after I officially OFF diet. So today's activity is practically just me and my mom. I enjoyed today, thanks momma!

School tomorrow :)

Chuckles

2009-09-06T12:26:00.004+08:00

GOOD MORNING, PUKES!
I sure enjoyed yesterday night. I THREW UP. What the hell, after so long, living a healthy life, not getting fever, no vommiting and stomach ache. It came back. I vommited at 12 something in the midnight due to some reasons. I took something and I was breathless. The 'something' was stucked in my throat and I was rubbing my neck hoping that I will burp out some gases but I guess that was just stupid. So after I vommited, my stomach was so empty! I had chicken rice at Paul's restaurant for dinner and everything came out. Meanwhile, I was watching a horror movie. Please picture the situation of me suffering from the restless puking and curling up into a ball, covering my eyes with my hands leaving a little gap between my fingers because I was bloody scared. I was so hungry and I had sorethroat right after the puking. Luckily my sister was around and she KIND OF helped me out. She told me to drink a glass of water with lemon. I felt better and I ate, at 2am! Just some Apollo(s) :) Then we watched tv till 4am while waiting for everyone else to come back. I feel so much better now. But it was such a good experience, I LIKE! (what caused my vommit) First timer, babeh. You can't imagine :P Today is Sunday! So fast. I think I'm going for Thai food later with everyone in the house. I eat alot for the past one month and so, I gained weight. I think I should go for Final Destination 4. Oh NO! I think I'm watching a horror movie later. I GOOTTAA FEEELING

I love Nat's second latest post :)

Aimran Inspired Me

2009-09-04T15:33:00.002+08:00

Since yesterday, Jun Rui and I had been saying "WHY YOU SO OBSESSED WITH ME?" to each other the whole time till today hehe :) Especially when we were in the AVA Room. Oh during mandarin lesson today, Aimran said something really funny and the class sure went crazy with the hysterical laughters. Nat, Daa and I gone wild! (as usual) and Natto brought her camera to school and snapped pictures of us. (there's a picture of me that looked like someone SPECIAL) Weekend is here AGAIN! So fast. I shall catch some movies with Fatty and everyone else. Final Destination 4, it is!

PS: LEAVE MY FRIENDS ALONE! & Don't put the blame on others when it's obviously you to blame.

Digital

2009-09-03T21:23:00.006+08:00

My classmate vomitted in the class today. He was really sick after lunch and put his arms on the table and slept on it. His other friend was also not feeling well. We were having Science. 15 minutes after the lesson started, there's an unpleasant smell spreading in the whole classroom. I told Seing about it. Then just few seconds after I told her, my friend vomitted. The 'green juice' went UPWARDS and down to the floor. Everyone ran out of the class that instant. I swear it was so disgusting and I was about to throw up too! Poor thing, the cleaner

Sorrows

2009-09-02T17:23:00.010+08:00

TRUST. When we don't have trust in people around us, thats where arguments and misunderstandings begin. People might tend to do stuffs to decode whats in OUR mind and have thoughts which bring them to the negative side. You have to utterly understand certain things to get the answer to your question than be paranoid and do something regardless of other people's feelings. In the end, they'll be the ones who gets the pain. There's many other ways you know.

"I think its time I should get back the oranges I used to buy in that market. These oranges are just so rotten and bitter already. Those are sweetest."
If that's what playa(s) do, then you should totally get out of here. Cos this is not the right place for you.

A Mean Angel

2009-09-01T19:05:00.004+08:00

"Netball club with Ezzy!"

"Someone cried when Nat left for Kari!"

Quoted by Grace Tan.

Go dig your ear, sweetie!

In translation:

Nat broke up with Ezzy.

Someone cried when Nat left for Korea.

So, that's how everything started with today. Aida, Grace, Nat and I were so crazy and wild then we went so psycho and insane. Then Daa started "thinking about stuffs" and storied us. Technically just me and Nat, Grace went elsewhere (we all should know where she went :P) So, we were talking and laughing. Grace told me something about our friend and it sounded really absurb. I mean, how can this internal naturally growing shiznit can STOP growing with just a little minor external compression? It won't even hurt much I guess and it will cause your shiznit to stop getting bigger? HEHEH that's so funny! But according to Daa, Nat has the opposite case. Hers will never stop growing. The more compressions, the better :P Because when something compresses it, it bounces off the surface and gets bigger. Its the springy type! HAHAHA! I like, Natto ;) However, Nat still laughed and said IM OPEN! Daa said, I know I'm mean :)

Thailand

2009-09-01T17:08:00.005+08:00

SAWADIKAAB! I'm back from Thailand, baby! My first visit in Thailand :) It was great I have to say! I was there for 3 days. People there are nice and I saw man-turned-into-woman (HEHEH) but it was really torturing sitting in the car from hmm 8am-6pm? We reached the hotel at around 7pm but Thai's time is one hour earlier. So 6pm then we went up to freshen up and went for dinner. We had TOMYAMMM SOUP! Now I've finally tasted the original tomyam soup. Oh and I rode on the TUT-TUT taxi! My sisters, cousins and I were so annoying and kept bugging our parents so we can ride on the tut-tut. It's so cute! The tut-tut cars were everywhere. The 2nd day, we were to have seafood. Sotongs, tomyam soup AGAIN, crabs, fish and everything nice. After that, we were to where I've been wanting to go for so long. The pasar apung! It's so cool, and filled with food and so packed. At night, we were so bored and full so we decided to go for foot massage. OH EM GEE, two words: THE BEST! It was so ticklish but fun. My cousins were laughing and moving here and there. My feet felt so light and soft after the massage. They even massaged our body and hands, briefly la. So the next day, we pack up and headed back to Malaysia. In spite of the butt cramps along the way to Thailand in the car, I had alot of fun :) Koponkha!

Gardens

2009-08-26T19:23:00.002+08:00

So far the best psycho movie :) I'm going to be a psycho path soon!
I went Mid Valley with dad, mom, fatty and Paul. We decided to have Subway. I had my Italian BMT! Damn nice, I'm still feeling it in my tummy! Dad, mom and Paul went to watch G.I.Joe while fatty and I went for the Orphan. I bet Orphan is way better! The movie lasted for 2 hours or more. We were so scared but was also laughing cause some scenes were just so stupid (HEHE)
Yeah, that's about it :) shall update soon about the coming soon movies.

I Gotta Feeling

2009-08-25T12:36:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was Chad Michael Murray's 28th birthday! So was Sanuja's. Happy Birthday! Chad is so old now, but he still looks hot! haha Oh my OTH is still not finish downloading -.- so whatthehell.

Anyways, I went out with Dani, Daa and Kay yesterday to OU. We hanged out at Dani's house then we headed OU at around 2pm. We bought tickets for the Proposal at 4.20pm then we were so bored and got nothing to do. (so surprising we didn't do any shopping at all, YES! haha) Then we decided to watch something in TGV to kill time. So Dani and Daa bought tickets for Aliens in the Attic.

The blonde guy on the left is hot! But Kay said the guy on the right is hotter (No, he's not! He's just quite cute which doesn't contains any hotness) It was okay I guess. AND YES DANI, I didn't CRY. HAHA

After that, we ran straight to GSC and catch our next movie. HAAHHA, the timing was just right. We stepped into the theatre and the advertisements started playing. Good job girls :P OMG I swear it's a good movie! So fun but sad. Sandra Bullock is so hot? and Andrew has a super hot body, YAWWW! OK, I know I cried throughout the movie but I can't help it right. It's so touching! I alread started crying when Margaret was confessing in the boat with Andrew. Then all the way till the movie ended. HEHE :) This is currently the best movie I ever watched.

So the movie finished at 6pm. Then we went down at LG for New York New York Deli :) I had my ULTRA CHEESY nachos and the cheesy stucked in my throat for the whole night. Ask Dani and Daa how suffocating I was. Oh before that, Daa was getting ready to buka puasa with her phone beside her, waiting for her mom's call, putting the nachos on her plate, her Coke and a glass of water. Then when her mom called and some people announced in the mall, you know how she reacted ;) So to sum up everything, it was a great day yesterday. We should have more of this again! :)

24th August

2009-08-25T12:29:00.006+08:00

Just a blink of an eye, this man, had turned 19. Yeah, he's old :p this is specially for you;

Happy 19th Birthday, AshraafAmirullah!

Stay strong and handsome! Like what I typed in the message, May you excel in whatever you do and God bless you. You're definitely one of the best friends I ever had :)

Influenza

2009-08-22T19:43:00.004+08:00

ATTENTION!

I'm very sick. Sick as in, having flu and sore-throat. Bad one. I can't breathe! I went for tuition this morning and just for a few hours I already got so restless and breathless. So I was kind of 'PMS-ing'. Then I showed my mom that emo face and she quickly sent me home. Haha, and I had sandwich (with two pieces of cheese, ham) then I had cereal for dinner :) I hope I could be able to go out on Monday! I need some shopping to brighten up my sick days.

I need ice creams and cakes.

UGH

2009-08-22T08:56:00.002+08:00

I finally got my piano exam over and done with. I didn't expect that I would be THAT nervous in there with that freakin' freaked-me-out and strict examiner. I was bloody nervous, I swear. The air-cond went so cold suddenly and all the scales that I practiced at home gone elsewhere. He told me to play Bsharp with I am so weak in, I played it all wrong -.- I asked for a second try but I still couldn't play it. My fingers got all tangled and lost control! But after that, I played my exam pieces. It was good I guess ;) BUT THEN, my sight reading sucked like HELL. OMG, I think I'm gonna fail. Grade 3 is hard to pass :(

OH! Puasa started :) happy puasa-ing people!

Ravens

2009-08-19T18:25:00.003+08:00

Mei is currently catching up, here I come ONETREEHILL! hehehhe I finally decided not to ask Dani to story me anymore. Which makes me so confused about what happened in season 3, then season 5 then back to season 1. I know I'm very far at the back, which means I just started from season 1 -.- but I'll try my best to catch up! But I guess the next time I see Dani, I'm gonna make her tell me whats happening in season 6. HEHE, anyway Dani, be proud of me :)

Lastly,
CMMisthehottestguy.withacacatednose.

WOOHOO

2009-08-19T18:20:00.004+08:00

CONGRATULATIONS TO MY DEAREST AIDA SOFIA WHO IS NOW THE NEW CHEER CAPTAIN FOR 2010! I GIVE YOU ALL THE LUCKS AND MAY YOU BRING GOOD NAME TO OUR SCHOOL FOR THE COMPETITION NEXT YEAR, I HAVE FAITH IN YOU :)

GO FAAALCOONNSS!

Desserts?

2009-08-18T18:02:00.004+08:00

OMG I forgot to tell how my last weekend went. It was an awesome one :) I had good food all the way! On saturday, I went to my sister's company at Puchong then we headed to The Gardens and had sushi! It was yummy :) then we walked to Mid Valley and we had Haagen Dazs Fondue which is irresistable (but I don't have it often last time because I was going on my diet plan but now I'm diet-free! yaypeopleyay!) Oh on that night, I had a piece of marble cheese and chocolate banana cake from Secret Recipe. So on sunday, I had Thai food at Pavilion. We went for window shopping and returned home with half a dozen of cupcakes. At night, I had a bowl of porridge with a cupcake as dessert. OH EM GEE :D Then, I had a plate of pasta with tomato sauce yesterday for dinner and I just had a plate of nasi briyani with fish cakes and sausages. One word, DELICIOUS!

Battlefield.
P/S: I can't wait for holidays, babeh!

Ip Man

2009-08-18T17:31:00.003+08:00

His name is Donnie Yen. Honestly, he's the hottest 40 years old or more UNCLE I've ever seen. No one can beat his hotness, yet.

He takes martial arts and I swear he's damn good at it. (check out his body and you know what I'm talking about) Too bad, he's married :( But I'll still love him! <3

Happy Times

2009-08-15T12:09:00.002+08:00

We've got our new head prefect, Adam and two deputy head prefects, Cheryl Joseph and Tijan Dina (loveloveloveloveloves) Congratulations people :) im so happy for yous :)

OH, today's MTV World Stage and I'm not going. So sad. I was supposed to go but the plan was suddenly cancelled. It's okay, I shall go do some shopping later with Fatty! (my sister) Btw, my results turned out to be worse than what I expected. I got a damn shitty C for my Englisssshhh can you freakin' imagine? Who gets a C for English? Should interrogates that particular teacher -.- I'm so upset. Sigh

All the songs that reminds me of you

2009-08-13T20:00:00.002+08:00

Only when someone comes up and replace you. Someone that is way beyond comparisons. Most likely, a perfect man. Then get songs of our own. Oh yeah, since I've tried Acoustic, it is time to try something new.

Click Five

2009-08-12T17:13:00.004+08:00

I did stay awake till 12. Technically, I was studying Geography and I finished right exactly at 12am. So cool, huh? Today is this someone special's birthday. I haven't been seeing this person for quite some time. He looks more mature now. He got a nice hairstyle. Though I like his high school's hair better. So young and handsome. Actually I don't have many to talk about this particular someone and the purpose of writing this post is just to let you know that (if you are ever gonna know) stay strong, do good in your university, I'll be happy to know if you're enjoying your life with your other half and may God bless you.

Happy 19th Birthday

three cheers for five years,
iloveyou, Aizat Nasir.

Keep It Going

2009-08-11T18:57:00.000+08:00

I had my homemade burger again :) with egg, vege, thai chili sauce, and cheeesee. I think this month's posts are practically about food, delicious food I have everyday. Teeheee. Oh maths was hard, and so I got em all wrong.

My secret admirer reminded me of something. So did Mei Ling. Therefore, I shall stay awake tonight. Last year's today, I should've done something like I did two years back but I didn't because I don't think if I did or I did not, makes any difference. Well, as for this year, I would at least do it HERE. Have you ever wanted to receive a text message from me again? Because during my last year's and this year's birthday, I was so hoping that I could receive just a simple and short message from you. That's way more than enough. Right at this moment, I can tell that I did not moved on.

1moreday

Jana Floral

2009-08-10T19:28:00.000+08:00

I just had my dinner. And guess how much rice did I take? ONE WHOLE PLATE of rice with anchovies, steamed egg and vegetables. YUMS. It sounded so simple but when you mix em up together, it's heaven :) my dad told me that we're gonna have a super dinner with shark's fin soup, abalone etc soon, most probably within this week. The way he told me was like 'We (excluding you since you're on your diet) are gonna have a very fulling dinner' I immediately stopped him from completing his sentence and said, 'Dad, I'm officially OFF diet. So I can't eat with NO LIMIT.' Haha then he went 'Oh? So you stopped all your diet meals like oats, salads and stuff?' I said, 'Yes paps :) LETS EAT PUAS PUAS!'

Today we had BM, English, Science and Moral test papers. Science paper 2 was hard! I couldn't answer some of the questions. I hope I can still score an A. Tomorrow's Maths! Sejarah! Wish me luuuucckkkssss

2bowlsofsteamedegg

Thirst of blood

2009-08-09T13:59:00.001+08:00

EEEE MY HOUSE IS FULL OF MOSQUITOES. THEY SUCKED ALL MY BLOOD -.- THAT'S NOT GOOD BUDDY. SO THIS IS WHAT WE DO EVERY NIGHT;

Grab the 'mosquito racquet'.
Switch it on.
Go towards the dark area or black color stuffs.
HIT DIE THE MOSQUITOES!

-my sister is most likely to be the champion of hitting mosquitoes. *applause*

3000caloriestoburn

Wrappo

2009-08-07T20:20:00.000+08:00

Mamma mia! Here I go again, my my, how can I resist you!

Today's great. I reached home at 1pm and I planned with mom the day before and the day before yesterday to get my hair cut and O'briens at OU. Thanks Mama! So we reached OU around 2pm and we headed to O'briens. I had the same old stuff, Tripledecker shared with Mei Ling while my mom had a Cold Wrappo and Mei Teng had a sandwich I forgot what it's called. They have the best iced chocolate I swear! It's so cooling hehe! After the fulfilling lunch, Mom and I went for our hair cuts then Mei Teng and my maid go for grocery shopping. I finished my hair cut in around 30 mins? Oh I got my bangs back! :) Mom wasn't done yet so I went for a walk and stopped at Forever21. I was so hoping to find the dress I saw the other day but unfortunately, I couldn't seem to find it anywhere in the shop! So saddening. *Emo moment* I walked back to meet up with mom and all. Then I saw Crocs. The type I've been wanting so long finally has my size! I quickly called mom and told her to come immediately. So I got a silver one :) MeiTeng & MeiLing got the same type too, just different colors. Before going to the basement, I definitely would like to get some mooncakes so mom bought me a box. There goes my YUMSYUMMYYUMYUMS day :) Thanks mommy, iloveyouuu

Ps: My fat sister is back but sick. sigh

5candiesleft

Oh Yeah

2009-08-05T19:56:00.000+08:00

It's a post with numbers this time :)

493920872156845

Those who knows me well, should understand and already figured out what the above numbers are about. xx

Holland

2009-08-05T18:39:00.000+08:00

Holyshrimp! Guess what? I went for grocery shopping with my dad yesterday for the ever first time! Yes, just me and him alone :P For others maybe that'll normal but for MY dad, it's surprising. Actually he wanted to get some green wasabi beans then we took more and more stuffs. From a basket to a trolley of stuffs! And I finally bought my salad vegetables, thanks Paps for reminding me :) After the grocery shopping, Paps accompanied me to get my cereal and cookies (with chocolate chips, people!) all the way from old wing to new. After that, we headed home. So, I came back from school just now, there's a burger and pasta left over. What else? I had a quarter of the burger and a plate of pasta. That's not all! I had a cookie and 2 (TWO) bowls of cereal! 'IS MEI CRAZY?!' Yes I am :) I feel like my stomach is gonna explode in another 2 minutes. I'm such a weird kid I can tell. If I were to eat as much as I took just now before Cheer 09, I'll be pushing my tummy in, taking milk, orange juice, whatever it takes to release the shit out of my anus. But now? I can have as much RICE as I want and I feel just so gooodddd. HEHE that's the psycho me. Oh by the way, my neighbors are moving back to Holland :( I'm gonna miss Eva and Sophie, Uncle Lauren and Aunt Anne!

Growing

2009-08-04T18:09:00.001+08:00

Oh yeah, I forgot to update about Mommy Jane's baby! Shes 3 months + pregnant now and I'm so looking forward to the August holidays :) We'll be going for shopping and check up. She was hospitalised for a few days after Cheer 09 ended. She was dehydrated. The doctor said the baby is doing fine but the mommy is not well. I guess she's taking good care of herself and the baby now! Stay strong babeh <3

eightmoretogo.

Wholeway

2009-08-04T17:34:00.000+08:00

I'm dead bored. August test is next week and I'm NOT prepared, at all. Maths is getting harder day by day but I'm gonna fail sooner or later. I always wanted to go get help for my school's mama, Pn Roseni but I never did. Sigh, I must go to her either one of these days. Oh yeah, we had photography session today, for the coolest cheerleaders alive :) I miss cheer (again), doing stunts, toe-touchs, and everything else.

Tea or Coffee?
I don't know why some people don't like coffee. Coffee is like the best. I even remember when and why I started taking coffee. When I was back in Standard 6, so called studying for UPSR, I tend to drink it every night. Tea is nice when you have it in the morning. It's so freshening. Then I'll have it with a piece of toast with peanut butter, weee :) How I wish I could eat more than A PIECE. That's all for now.

I think I miss him again. Lets not look at the calendar.

OH MY

2009-08-01T16:23:00.000+08:00

Hello! I'm back to blogger! I don't know why I can't find the want to blog for the past 1 month, although so many major things happened. Like cheer practices, major arguments in between, Cheer 09, feelings after cheer ended, how's life doing in school without skipping lessons for practices, and so on. I miss those days, really :( our cheer coaches too. Kheen Ho and Li Yen. They put on a lot of efforts, making us the best of the best. Unfortunately, maybe it's not our time yet. We were ranked the 20th place, after getting 17th the previous year. I was utterly confident that we're gonna be in Top 10 like, for sure. No doubt. But it just went wrong. I really wanna get at least Top 10 placing just to prove that the practices we had weren't for shits. No one knows it could turn out this way. Well, to be optimistic, there's always next year right? I really really hope I can join next year but I'm having PMR so my parents would definitely disallow me to join. That's 'bout Cheer 09.

Today we had our Open Day, which we have to perform our cheer routine for the very last time. With each and every cheerleaders of Falcons. Kar Yee changed school but she performed with us because we didn't wanna perform without her. So yeah, the performance was good! The stunts went up smoothly! Grace was confident ;) but the pyramid wasn't that good though. It's okay, we already did our best and we're happy. There goes Falcons 09. I have to say, I'm proud to be apart of Falcons, really. It feels great to be around crazy cheerleaders like them. I will miss cheering, and the good old times we had together. I love Falcons <3

Love,
Mei

Babies

2009-06-25T16:34:00.000+08:00

Congrats, my dearest! I wasn't expecting something as amazing as this to happen, right now! I was so shocked and happy to hear the news. CONGRATS and i'm going to be the lil baby's god sister! I'll be going for check ups with you, the hospital when you're gonna deliver, the kenduri, and babysit him/her! I'm sure abang is so happy now and I bet you didn't expected this too right! Happy becoming a mommy! Take extra care of your lil baby in there and yourself too! I LOVE YOU!

;2 months pregnancy.

Greatest Hero

2009-06-21T17:17:00.000+08:00

Happy Father's Day, Pa :)

21 June 2009.

I LOVE YOU!

15 June 2009

2009-06-15T22:46:00.000+08:00

Happy 14th Birthday, Gracious!

May you be strong, healthy, smart and pretty as always! Be confident in whatever you're gonna do, and be optimistic! (Especially during cheer) You're always the most awesome and great flyer. No matter what happens, WE will be there to support you, care for you and update you if there's any news so you won't feel left out! Always and forever my bestfriend, Gwace :)

Bestfriend

2009-06-12T15:06:00.000+08:00

11 June 2009

Aida and I went to OU yesterday. We were supposed to watch a futsal match but it was cancelled. So we hanged out with a bunch of people, people I don't really know. They are all from Taman Desa. Haha, Natto was there too :) Amin, my bestfriend's boyfriend and Anwar, my bestfriend were there also. Oh but I don't forget to mention my BESTFRIEND who is very important to Daa and I, of course. He's definitely not nice, HAHA. We watched Terminator Salvation. I watched it twice now haha. Then we went window shopping for awhile. Before that, we had lunch at Zianmai Sushi. Daa loved the Unadon :O Finally she get to eat her eel! Then we walked around and we had our dinner in Fish & Co at around 6pm. That was an early dinner! Very early indeed. Yea, thats about it. I met new friends but we were so tired after all. Oh Daa, you're most welcome :) anything for you!

Humorous

2009-05-31T20:31:00.000+08:00

What a long day today! Uh, so tired haha but it was fun. Anyways just to update people who are reading this. We created new pronounciation for a few things.

The car named Evo-lution, is now pronounce as Avo :)
The sports brand Nike, is Nai-ke.
Another sports brand Adidas, is A-did-ass.

Oh and Daa introduced a friend of Amin's to Nab and I guess she kind of likes him. Excited gila like everytime we talk about him HAHA.Thats all for the day, too many funny stuffs to write about.

P/S: I love you Daa :) i know you love me too!

almost lover

2009-05-22T23:03:00.000+08:00

Exam started. We took the sejarah paper and it isn't as hard as I thought it will be. Thank god! Oh cheer practice was great today. We learned the dance steps for the routine. We only having one dance, can you imagine this. The rest of the routine will be cheers and stunts. Let me emphasize the stunts part. There will be EXTREME stunts (ceywah) haha. People of the world! Do come for Cheer Comp '09 at Bukit Jalil to support Falcons! Be a supporter of the ever coolest cheerleading team yo :) Oh, wish me luck for the upcoming papers haha

Drummer

2009-05-17T16:30:00.000+08:00

Hell to the yeah. My dad is allowing me to take drum! But I think I'm kind of stubborn to learn. Even the basic beats I can't catch. The HELL. I'm still considering whether to take Acoustic/ Classic drums or Electric drums. If I'm getting classic, my neighbour is gonna stab me with knives but if electric, it won't be that real compare to classic. Uh, whatever ah

Pontianak

2009-05-17T16:21:00.000+08:00

Qi and I went to Daa's house for "exam revision". We actually studied for awhile and did some exercises. Then we went down for lunch and talked for an hour or so. Then, we decided to go upstairs and watch Pontianak. Haha that movie was crap, seriously. We keep laughing throughout the movie. Didn't know what was so funny but I just laughed non stop. We had fun ;)

I can't start nerding! I don't know whats on my mind. So empty. Im so blur about whats coming out for Geo. Im gonna suck in Geo paper. DAMN. Technically, its becos I didn't pay attention in class and, talk to friends most of the time. Sigh. OMG, my sister is bringing me out tonight for Chilis. I'm gonna die of cheese, and break my damn hell diet again.

Oh and lastly, I think I miss him so much now. All of a sudden, no idea why.

BONJOUR!

2009-05-14T18:32:00.000+08:00

omg, after so long, my internet is fixed :)
weeee, I just shifted into my new house for about two weeks or more. This isn't as bad as I thought becos I get more warmth here and I'm happy! lol i sound like a little kid hehe. Well, so mid term is just around the corner and I ain't prepared. Apparently, I just thought of going for more shopping and neglected my studies. What-the-HELL. I MUST study nerding.

Anyways, cheer practices are going great! Though everyone was beyond exhausted but the hard work was worthwhile! We did so much strength-work and built muscles, ALOT. Now everyone's muscles are super huge. Kheen Ho (our coach) told us to do so in order to win, to get in top 5! hahahaha I can't wait ok! Nicole started with the supporters listing. Everyone sounded so.. tremendously excited for the competition! Thanks guys

My dog, Twiggy just gave birth to 5 lil adorable puppies! They are Bvlgari, Kiwi, Berry, Mango and Melon. They are practically names of fruits :) There's only a boy and 4 girls. haha it seems like my house is totally filled with GIRLS.

OK, I think I shall stop. Sorry for having such a long post cos I haven't been updating my blog for two weeks. Oh fyi, my tummy's name is Tammy! Stay tuned!

Bbigs

2009-04-16T20:49:00.000+08:00

My best friend is currently in love :) She participated for MSSD in Selayang. So yeah, she met this guy from Desa Jaya if I'm not mistaken and so I'm hearing many different kinds of stories every day :) I think this guy is really caring and fun. *LOL* I don't know this guy so, that's all I can say about him. Live happily with him, Bbigs! Oh, I forgotten one thing. I gave my best friend this name which is Bbigs because her soon to be boyfriend's middle name is Gibbs. The love story of hers shall end here today. Continue tomorrow!

Mamak

2009-04-16T19:16:00.000+08:00

Presenting our Falcons' new and hot cheeeeer..

Capati, roti tosai,
Jangan lupa roti susu,
We all got one thing to say,
FALCONS NOMBOR SATU!
Woh Woh Woh Wuu!

Cheer is good so far. On the first rehearsal, we only did girlfriend with all for one and some cheers but it wasn't so entertaining and cheerful. Rosnah and TAN made complaints. Not really complaints but showing dissatisfactions. So, MEI suggested to put in Right Round, which I think it will totally rock the whole sports day thing. So yeah, right away we practiced Right Round on Tuesday after the first rehearsal. WE got the new routine in around 2 hours of practice? THAT WAS AWESOME, man! Despite the hot sun and exhausting week of practices, the routine turns out to be a pretty good one so everything was worthwhile. I didn't know we were that goood! Everything looked quite neat and clean and I'm happy :) and John & Looney just got so hyped up during the second rehearsal becos we did quite well with the new dance in it and Rosnah kind of loves it "WOO!" the stunts are good too! But grace injured her.. leg. Somewhere around there, ps: I hope youre alright George. Get well soon! Thats the latest updates for cheer.

FALCONS FOR LIFE! :P

Qi's14th Bday

2009-04-04T17:29:00.000+08:00

27th March 2009

My Holiday

2009-03-29T22:00:00.000+08:00

Yums! BUBBA GUMP's Shrimp Paddington House of Pancakes; Lemon Lime Soda

Strawberries Ice-cream Pancakes!
(i forgot what is it called)

Banana Friters <3

Dani & Nathalie

Basically, the whole week of holidays were all about food. Here, I had a list of what I had during the long long week. OMG, the most yummy but fattening week ever.

Paddington House of Pancakes
Chocolate Affair
Haagen Dazs
Bubba Gump
Cute Cupcakes
Just Thai

That's about it. And many thanks to Dani for keeping me company most of the time! Loves

Crazy Stuff

2009-03-18T19:56:00.000+08:00

LETTER MEME INSTRUCTIONS:
1. DO THE "LETTER MEME".
2. TAG NO LESS THAN 3 OTHER PEOPLE.
3. THEN COPY THE "HOW-TO" LETTER MEME, AND FINISH YOUR JOURNAL ENTRY.

Dear (the last person who text messaged you),I don't really know how to tell you this, but (1). I think I realized it (2) (3) and I saw you (4) (5). I'm sure you're (6) enough to understand (7). I'm returning (8) to you, but I'll keep (9) as a memory. You should also know that I (10) (11).(12), (Your name)

1. WHAT'S THE COLOUR OF YOUR SHIRT?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
ther - I'm in love with your sister

2. WHICH IS YOUR BIRTH MONTH?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. WHICH FOOD DO YOU PREFER?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kebabs - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In woman's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. WHAT'S THE COLOUR OF YOUR SOCKS?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot- Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. WHAT'S THE COLOUR OF YOUR UNDERWEAR?
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Black- My best friend
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My pen-pal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. WHAT DO YOU PREFER TO WATCH ON TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost- High
House - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. YOUR MOOD RIGHT NOW?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa Doesn't Exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyed - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. WHAT'S THE COLOUR OF YOUR WALLS IN YOUR BEDROOM?
Yellow - Your love letters
White - Your ring
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. THE FIRST LETTER OF YOUR FIRST NAME?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbor Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your best friend
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. THE LAST LETTER IN YOUR LAST NAME?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. WHAT DO YOU PREFER TO DRINK?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda- The incarnation as an
EskimoMilk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whiskey - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. TO WHICH COUNTRY WOULD YOU PREFER TO GO ON A VACATION?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease(Japan, BITCH!)
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Boo-hoo now
France - In pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family

Dear Steven,
I don't really know how to tell you this, but I'm selling myself. I think I realized it when your dwarf bit me outside of Chicago and I saw you sit on my pen-pal Ghana. I'm sure you are open enough to understand that there is not solution to this. I'm returning the couch cushions to you, but I'll keep your suicide note as memory. You should also know that I am better off without Oprah Winfrey imitations.

In pain,
MEI!

Retail Therapy

2009-03-12T18:33:00.000+08:00

I need to shop till I drop! I've been paralyzed for 4 days! Now I'm cured. So happy and I've looking for a better tomorrow. I'm going back school, finally. Ok, let's see what's on my shopping list. Oh I guess I need to shop for tee shirts and bags and shades! I think I'm facing impulsive disorder problem. I'm a shopaholic :P giggles. I wanna have my Fondue Haagen Dazs! slurps. OH! and Auntie Anne's. Last but not least, PANCAKES! mother pussy F! I've been locked up for 4 days not even going out for school so do you think I should relax myself and have some of 'em? OF COURSE I SHOULD. Seriously, with the unbearable pain on your leg, being all alone while you can't even talk to anyone but yourself :( and stuffing abundance of snacks, oily food, bread and uh, you can't imagine :(

Wounds

2009-03-11T20:06:00.001+08:00

I made a long long wish on my birthday, and I still remember what I wished that night. Yes it's a birthday wish so I shouldn't tell so that it'll comes true :) Well, I guess it already did? Part of it maybe. Thank Lord for making it happen. OH! I had an bike accident few days back. Its awful I'm telling you. I haven't been that sick since I was a little girl in primary school, while I was so playful and hyper active. Now I experienced the pain again :( I can hardly walk and I just had a proper shower today. HAHA! I know it's kind of embarrassing but, who cares. Anyways, I guess I miss him. Maybe a lil? I don't know. I wanna hang out with him someday, just not sure when will that day be.

Happy Turning 14

2009-03-02T18:27:00.000+08:00

Gosh, I'm 14. Maybe I should be 14 like ten years ago? Cos I look way older now. This year's birthday celebration was just basically with my family members. Anyways, I had a lot of fun! I've got my most wanted presents :) AWESOME ones. hehehe and cash! But i guess some people just forgotten my birthday :( plus, I guess I was a little worried about my test the next day that night when I was celebrating my birthday so I wasn't really fully enjoying it. But, I thanked all my beloved ones for the surprises, presents and everlasting wishes!

Surprises:
-Qi came to my house on 28th Feb cos he said he wanted to study and do revisions on Sejarah and Science. So he came at 2pm then we studied for like 1 hour? We were probably talking more than revising. Then Yayam came for Mei Ling's party and we stopped 'studying'. So we went upstairs and we were watching Discovery Channel. Then he said "Mei, I gi main computer eh" I was still watching tv. He went back at 6pm. It was finally 12am and my close ones wished me :) (love you guys!) then at 1.43am Qi texted me but i did not read the message until 5 something in the morning I woke up and read the message. The message said "Happy birthday mei..look under the long red chair in your room" I was like huh? I was sort of doing my sleep-walking and I bend down to look whats under the chair. There's a box! Can you imagine, waking up way so early in the morning walk around the room with your eyes shutted. I was so surprised and touched I swear. Thanks Qi :) you're the best, and I love you with all my heart!

-My elder sister told me few days ago before my birthday that she couldn't get my birthday present in time cos she's busy with her work and interviews. So I didn't thought much and I said 'ok'. So yesterday I blew off the candles, on the lights and suddenly my sister called, "Meeeiii... Happy Birthday! :) *handing over the most awesome present I've ever received!*" I was screaming like a mad girl. God how crazy =P

And Jan and Acap brought me to Curve and we had pancakes! in Paddington House of Pancakes :) It was my first time there and the food there are sooooo tempting! I can't keep my eyes off of the menu. They sell mini attractive cupcakes and delicious pancakes with ice cream, bananas and all sort of pancakes! So yeah, it was a birthday meal for me :) thank you sayaaaaaang I LOVE YOU
Then.. Daa asked me what do I want as my birthday present and she said 'please don't say you dont have to get me anything' ahah so yeah, of cos I must tell her what I want most. So I told her to wrap her with BLUE papers and a ribbon and present herself to me :) but she didn't do so! She bought me a necklace instead. But I like it though. I'm wearing it now! heheheh thank you babe muah muah muah <3

Thats all about my birthday I guess, thanks for everything to make my birthday the most wonderfullest and most irreplaceable one! Loves

A Certain Someone

2009-02-28T12:14:00.000+08:00

Can you please assure me? You're like a mute radio that suddenly make things unspoken. I need your assurance, I really do. Please tell me something, something I wanna know. If it isn't what I wanted you to feel, its ok, I'll move on.

23 February

2009-02-25T17:07:00.000+08:00

O-M-G!
I am so sorry, Aida! I was too busy with my diet plan so I planned not to go anywhere and just sit on the sofa eating fruits instead. *sobs* I wanted to talk about Daa's surprise birthday party. So, there it goes again, Daa's mom made her day, AGAIN. I remember when we're standard 6 back then, her mom wasn't in Msia and she told En. Nik to give Daa a birthday card and bought a cake for a birthday celebration in school (is that what exactly happened?) haha. Yeah, and this year, Daa's mom gave her the most memorable birthday party. She bought pizza hut and a cake secretly and brought 'em to school. So we all pretended like we're NOT celebrating her bday and she's just so blur. We had cheer practice until 5.30pm, I was so excited! but I had to act like nothing for such a long period of time. Then Jan went to primary with Nicole to set up the party. I was supposed to entertain Daa and ensure that she doesn't see what Jan's doing.
That day was so fulfilling and her tears were filled with joy! I can't even describe the exact situation but I know Daa really loves it :') I hope we'll be doing another surprise party for her next year again!

Love, Mei

Critism

2009-02-25T17:00:00.000+08:00

Humans, humans. Please stop being so critical, judging people when you don't even know them, insult them by their appearance, thinking you're the best, and calling them whores, sluts, bitches and so on :) what goes around comes around. Now, you'll have the worst nightmare. :)

My Biggest Fear

2009-02-21T23:38:00.000+08:00

The one and only thing I fear most is LIZARDS. People, can you imagine how soft and scary lizards are? There's this one time when I was little, I went to my mom's office. Then I saw a lady walking pass me and I looked down at her leg, I saw a lizard sticking on her leg. I thought she sticked a lizard sticker or something on her leg as a trend or something? So I didn't bother to tell or ask her. So when she went next door, all of a sudden I heard "AHH!!" then.. I knew that lizard was real. From that day, I would at least take 20 meters away from every single lizard to prevent any major reactions that might cause injuries to others. Pfft, I'm serious, one time, when I was going into the toilet, there was a black-spotted lizard gliding furiously off the wall then I shouted loudly until I could hear my echo and ran out to the living room crying unstoppable. I think its the only creature that could scare me to death. Seriously, a reminder to everyone, you will know how scary it is when it try to break its tail and approaches you. Oh God.

Mei

Your Existence

2009-02-18T17:19:00.000+08:00

Mamma mia! I'm running out of posts titles. hmph, ok I wanna write about love songs today (: since I didn't go for school today, laugh out loud. Recently I've been listening to those real heart-breaking songs, and yes I thought of you again. How could I ever get over you? Or maybe I'm referring to you, or you. I'm not sure which one of you I'm exactly referring towards. Oh, YOU. Can you stop being so woody and talk to me? I'm so frustrated here waiting for you to come and just open your mouth and spit some saliva out! Pfft. Anyway, I don't think we can get along. You are one total different person I can't communicate with. If I'm with my friends, I can simply dig some shits and start being nuts. To you, all I do is to just stare at you, giving you that evil glare. :) so yeah, byebye my dear sweetheart

Right Here With Me;
When you feel your heart's guarded
And when you see the breaks started
And when the clouds have all departed
You'll be right here with me

And when your tears are dry from crying
And when the world's turned silent
And when the clouds have all departed
You'll be right here with me

Thinking of you;
Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
was looking into..

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Hey, what if humans turn cold-blooded one day? That will be the most awesome thing that'll ever happen! But how I meant by saying cold-blooded is not the actual meaning of it, is that, there's one day humans lost their humanity, sympathy and conscience. I think I've lost mine, most probably. My grandma got hospitalized for having breathing difficulty and high blood pressure. When I was in the car with my mom, I told her that I've been so care-free constantly. Maybe I'm all grown up now and I knew all the issues they made up causing all the family members in tons of arguments and disagreements. I'm tired of being upset over all these stuffs and so what if my grandma is on the sick bed? Can I help? No I can't but to cry and say 'get well soon, take care'. Nothing more I could do, only God decides whether or not she should leave the world or stay. I'm sure this sounded really absurd to people and I'm not sure myself if I'm doing the right thing. Forgive me.

Mei

Desire

2009-02-11T20:00:00.000+08:00

I guess its time, the year that I won't be taking any track events. I'll take good care of my past years' medals.

Mei, 2009

A New Home

2009-02-06T22:27:00.000+08:00

Oh well, my parents made their decision! And the new house owner is a dude from Scotland :) cool stuff huh! Honestly, I don't mind shifting to another house cos the only reason why I don't wanna leave the house is because I know I will miss my bedroom and all. Basically, theres nothing for me to feel upset or depressed about. All I want is a warm and blissful family. Thats all about it. First, my parents are much relieved now, I get a new house and an additional of a new phone! Another thing is, I don't think I'll need to explain to my friends why I shift into a smaller house. Cos I think it doesn't really matters if I'm in a smaller or larger house? As long as I still have a shelter to avoid rains and lightnings I'm very much thankful. I think I've grown up. Thank God.

Boston

2009-02-06T22:18:00.001+08:00

This feeling is killing me. I'm not sure what exactly is in my mind and my heart is just tearing itself into pieces. I have this awkward feeling when I'm around him. Though we're closer compared to before, we were way unfriendly back then. I'm glad that our friendship went to a better condition. I know I'm so pathetic but, right now I really wish that he doesn't talk to me, then I won't suffer like I do now. Anyways, I'm really happy for him, congrats dude (: you finally got what you want. Stick with the girl you think that she belongs to you and you're the only one who has the key to her locked up heart.

Yours sincerely,
Mei <3

An Immortal Friend

2009-02-03T19:20:00.000+08:00

Today, there it is, it reached. Today is the day that Nab has to leave us. I know she can't do anything about it but being upset and cry. She still has two younger siblings in primary and she knows she has to do something about it. Her parents changed her to BU3, which is much far away from us. Nab and I are like twins, seriously. Just that we're one Cina and one Melayu. :) Nab is my partner in everything. Netball, cheerleading and in everything I do, I'd pull her along. Especially during netball time. When I'm about to shoot, she'll put her hands up high, get ready to take the ball if I don't shoot. And I don't feel pressure at all.

Another thing, recently, we were crazy about our 'someone'. When everytime I saw my someone, she'll be the first one who shouts and yells at me, calling 'MEI! there he is!' and both of us start jumping around laughing hysterically. SO she planned to confess to her someone, I'm not sure if she did it already but I'll always support and agree with every decision she make. And I know she loves this guy to beat. Yeah, us both are like that, all the time. We're nuts I can say. Just because of that, I swear I can't live without her. I do everything with her and God is expecting me to live life all alone now? No matter what, I'll get to see her soon. I'll make sure I see her! And I hope she can adapt to the new school environment. Don't miss us too much, Nabil. If anyone bully you in your school, I SWEAR they won't have a good life after that. *giggles*

I always love you, Nabil.

Mei <3

Chinese New Year '09

2009-01-29T17:56:00.000+08:00

First and foremost, Thanks alot for your presence to make the party the most wonderfullest and fulfilling one I've ever had!

It was an awesome night. My house was so full and packed until i felt like there was no more space for me. Before we got the party started, my elder sister was so excited and eager to cheat my LITTLE friends' money! And Nicole Mei Fern was the one and only who jumped into the pool all by herself. haha, she's so cute! Poor thing, nobody wants to join her. Then, the arrival of all my dudes and dudettes. Its a CNY party and also sort of a reunion. I invited all my old schoolmates who are no longer in SSB. Especially someone I haven't been meeting for years. Seriously, YEARS. She was my bestfriend when I'm in Standard 4. She's Karin. I'm glad she came and I'm surprisingly happy to meet her again, wondering how would she look like after so many years not meeting up. She's skinny, very skinny and she told us she had 6 boyfriends. So, we kind of talk like we're bestfriends? I guess she didn't change much. Perhaps. After that, everyone squeezed in the theatre and they watched House Bunny, then 4bia. Holy mama, everyone was shouting and screaming like friggin' deadshit! They went so high. x) So were my parents, sister and soon to be brother in law ;)

So, my post for my CNY party shall end here. Lastly, I'm very much thankful for the memories and I swear I would cherish them till the end of time.

Lots of love,
Mei

Inter-course

2009-01-25T09:26:00.000+08:00

I can't read this someone's mind. Why is this someone wanting to make love so desperately? I guess it is normal for the age this someone is in now, but, I can't accept the fact that this someone actually become so horny than I'd expected. Plus, this someone is so called my closest friend, but, I don't get any news from this someone. This year, is gonna ultimately change. It already start changing. I hope, I'll still be seeing the same old this 'someone'. Right now I get why this someone doesn't talk to me that much. Because this someone has someone in mind already. One thing I totally don't get it, I'm disappointed of this someone's change. Into a total different person, so strange and, unreadable. Whether its true or not about the rumors spread, I hope you know what exactly you're doing my friend. You're my best friend. I share everything with you and I hope you do the same.

LOVE,
Mei.

Passion

2009-01-22T18:34:00.000+08:00

You're so addictive, the feeling towards you I can't resist.
Do you think that feeling for you will last?
I'm afraid if you found out, I'm having a crush on you, you'd run away.
I have low self-esteem I admit.
I walked pass you on purpose, almost everyday.
Though, I can't look you in the eyes.
Your thoughts I can't decode.
Especially your smiles.
Was it from a friend or someone more than just a friend?
Every action you take, I can hardly differentiate whether you're just behaving like before,
or I'm just thought too much?
My fellows say I shall just leave things untold.
When its the right time, moment, weather, and place.
Probably the answer comes when its most unexpected.
Its always been this way.
To my utter astonishment,
The guy I had fall head over heels for, appeared in my life.
At the moment that I'd never hope he'll be there.
That's the guy before.
Now, I'm utterly over him.
Perhaps, I found someone way better.
I guess he is one.
Hopefully, he feels the same.

Mei, xoxo

Knee

2009-01-21T17:49:00.000+08:00

I have a major knee pain and so are my friends. Everyone seems to be having knee problems. Poor thing.

So, I was looking for suitable Saga shirt size. Right, tomorrow's my MSSD cross country. Daa and I aren't afraid of losing and getting last but we're just worried that we'll be real exhausted and can't continue jogging. I'm definitely sure the distance will be way further compared to our school's road run. Apparently, I'm excited x) So Yeah, I've been searching for Saga people to lend me a shirt but I guess I'm too tall and huge to fit. Sigh. I went and ask from the guys instead. EXCUSE ME? Imagine, If I would to wear the SUPER SKINNY girls' shirts like Daa's, how tight will it be on me? And I bet it can only covers the first half of my body and show off my belly (SEXY!) haha. So yeah, no choice. But I love wearing huge shirts though, at least I won't be so sweaty.

Alright. Second thing, I think I don't have better stuffs to do? I love wandering around in school. Going up to my class and back down. Although I realized that my knee is actually cracking. Plus, I don't think he is interested. He doesn't seem to be doing anything, giving any signals telling that he wants to know more about me? He didn't ask for my cell number :( I really want to know more about him. If he's wild? And easy-going.

Mei, xoxo

PARAMORE

2009-01-19T18:53:00.000+08:00

I want slap the annoying monster left and right.

Anywayyyyy, my post for today is just to focus on my beloved bestfriend, guess who? :O
AIDA SOFIA! She has been crazy over Paramore since, last year? And just with ONE particular song. DECODE. She has been singing it all day! Nab, Grc, and I had gone mad. But its fun looking at Daa's hilarious face :) SOMETIMES, I enjoyed listening to her. If she's like extremely wild and hyper, the situation will be better. Cos whenever Daa is not smiling, its as if like she wants to kill people, which is a very bad thing. I don't know if she has something untold inside, but I'd want her to live on happily every day. Daa Babe you hear this? ahahaha and now everything she does, everywhere she goes, she'll be like DECODE! DECODE! Crazy girl, but i love :)

Mei, xoxo

Lullaby

2009-01-17T21:24:00.000+08:00

Cheer '09 practice finally started and here goes our newly captain, Tijan Dina. I guess we can get back into a better place this year. At least in top 15 I hope? Maybe last year there's too many juniors and we're not as strong and tough. But now, we're gonna have super training for everyone! Extreme stretching for flyers, and others too of course :) I think this year is gonna be great too because our 2007's captain is here with us to coach us! Anddd we have coaches from outside too! Choreography, fitness and stunts! I bet there'll be a lots of fun. I hope my back will do just fine. Next, the annual road run is just around the corner! I joined the MSSD road run too, just to gain experience though I know I'll be like top 10 + 0 ? *gasps* Anyway, I hope 2009 sports activities and all will go on smoothly. No injuries, No pain!

Desperation

2009-01-14T17:52:00.000+08:00

I'm nervous. My heart beats faster when he's getting every inches closer to me. I ran away, he stopped me. Is this a game? I don't wanna get hurt before I even get into this game. Like I did before. Lord, save me.

A soon gaining much weight man

2009-01-13T19:43:00.000+08:00

Steven Tan; he has been eating and eating plus, not exercising at all. He has been crapping all day, being all psyched-up. AND, he loves to sleep, last time he used to sleep around 3-4 am. but now, haven't been reaching 11 pm, he already fell asleep. This is the consequences of eating so much, he gained umm let me guess, 10 pounds? dah la he so hangus-ed. Adorable! On the other hand, everyone knows how active Ah Xiong is. So no doubt about it, he still will be the best long-jumper in our school. Representing our school to MSSD! woots. So don't come complaining I didn't praise you but keeps talking bad 'bout you. Though, I still support you on gaining much more weight! Cos by then, you'll be way heavier than me and I don't have to be afraid that I'm overweight. HAHA.

Confessions

2009-01-11T14:46:00.000+08:00

praying to god that you'll always remember me as time flies,
hoping that I could show you how badly I miss you,
not demanding for more but I just wanna take a closer view of you again,
please I'm begging you on my knees,
everytime I get out there,
my eyes are just searching for your gorgeous smile,
my nose are just sensing for the smell of your perfume,
wishing that you could give me a warm hug again that always comforts me,

it's been a year or two and those feelings still remain here,
I've read through all the text messages you sent,
the pictures you took of,
recalling everything you said,
the moments we hanged out together,
the laughters and the days we didn't talk to each other,

just a few days you weren't by my side,
i felt so lonesome,
cause we both know I'm not that strong,
nothing more i'm asking for,
but just to see and hug you once more,
I long for your return.

this post was written 6 months ago.
Mei, xoxo