You're in my heart

The one that we all been so afraid to face, is here. This day didn't come unexpected but we somehow still can't take it the way we expected. Aunt, you had been one of the most lovely family members I've ever had. Taking care of me since i was little. Sleeping with me, buy me toys like barbie dolls, making tiny little clothes for the dolls. My fingers are so numb now to type all these but I think I should really type all these out to cherish you.

You have been going through, fighting with all the devils since the age of 25 and you won all challenges. You beat them all down. One after another. You've been the strongest of all. Today, I guess you're tired of fighting. You've decided to leave us. Maybe its the best for you, so that you will no longer suffer in pain. You're a tough woman. You're strong, caring and always considerate.

I miss looking at you brushing your teeth. Sleeping with you. Listening to you talking non-stop on the phone, telling us about your condition. I miss going shopping with you. I miss going out for breakfast with the whole family and you. I guess we know why you decided to leave at this time. You don't wanna see us cry, you don't wanna upset us. But if you can ever hear this, I really wanna be with you till the very last second. I miss seeing your face but I am also that you are finally at rest. Seeing your condition, lying in the bed just now isn't easy at all. Looking at how you struggle, how you were gasping for air. I hope you really find peace now. I hope you will remember us. I hope you will have a better next life.

In memories of my dearest Aunt, Low Wei Mae.

World Cup!

Well well, I'm back :) So sorry I didn't put in efforts to update my blog again! Haha. Anyway, world cup has arriveddd! Kind of crazy because all of us stayed up till 5 am just to watch the World Cup. My days are being quite nice to me so far. But I still can't clear certain things. No one seems to assure me on certain things. Guess I should just find out myself? I'm really tired of all these. Wonder why I'd waste my time staring and waiting for nuts. Like I always say, I want the ability to read minds.

Btw, my fat sister had flew to Singapore! Having the time of her life there with her friends. Her boyfriend can't go with her, thats sad. I'm looking forward for my souvenirs! Ehem :D So we have left one more week of holidays before school reopens and thats when miserable nerding life goes on. We had a week of extra classes. On last Wednesday I went out with ma lovely girls. Seing, Elaine, Shi Lin, Dani and soon leaving me, Kay :( She'll be living in New York with her mom and finishing her high school there. So this is why I would try my best to spend the most time with her. Oh we watched Prince of Persia. It was goood, I swear! The smoking hot main actor thats what makes it better ;) and we had lunch at DELIcious. Yums. Had tons of fun. Thanks girls for making my life complete.

So next up, Penang we go! Will be leaving on Wednesday and staying in Hard Rock hotel! First time baby, excited :) Heard comments and all are positive comments it seems! Haven't been going to Penang for quite sometime and I need good food! Anyhow, I still need to control. Just joined CelebrityFitness and looks like I need to lose quite a big amount of FATS. Thats not nice (N) and I am consistantly craving for desserts! cheese cakes and ice cream! My goal is to lose 5-7kgs in 5 months? I doubt that. Ok ok have faith in youself Mei. You can do it, find the willpower! Haha ok, up to here my post for today. Stay tuned!

1st May

Woah oh oh oh! They're telling me its beautiful!

YES ITS BEAUTIFUL! I fell in love with TOKIO HOTEL! They're awesooome :) Had a great time in OU on saturday! Went there at 11.30am and had brunch with Daa at Old Town. Then went to Toys R Us to meet up with Mummy Jane, abang and Baby LUQMAN! He is so chubby and cuuuteee! His eyes are huge and he pose to the camera! Smart boy :) Then went up to Neway and booked a room then down to Arena foodcourt for lunch with the guys. Neway for 3 hours! I lost my voice but luckily it recovered just in time for the concert HEHE. There were a lot of bestarians! Ex bestarians too. So a bunch of ssb students hanged out together. Aida, Shauqi, Shaun, Shi Yong, Joey Ang, Wei Xian, Amirul, Iman, Natto, Aini, Anis, Jiasin, Chi Shun, Lily, Dzakwan, Harith, Wesley, Aimran and so on! Too many to list em down. But we had great fun really! Eventhough we were all sweaty, wet, sticky and SMELLY! Really did enjoy myself. After the concert, we headed to Alsafa for supper as most of us are hungry after the crazyy dancing&singing exercise. Oh yeah, during the concert we forgot to get mineral water before that so when we see anyone with mineral water, we started snatching it and yelling for it. We took it from Lily and Aini then the mineral water never came back to them. Haha poor thingz! That's it I guess. I hope there'll be more cool bands coming and we can do this again:)

Take me there, Tom & Bill Kaulitz :)

What do you say?

HUMANOID is tomorrow :) Today is really short. School finished damn fast. Then mommy bought chicken rice for me YUMMY! Came home, took a nap and now lazing around. Don't know what to do! I'm so lazy to take shower. So lazy to exercise. (Hmm no wonder I'm a fat pig) Wow I guess tomorrow's schedule is fully planned! Going to be in OU at 11 or 12pm. Hang out and lunch with Mummy Jane, baby Luqman and abg. I hope she can really make it! Then join the girls at Neway. Gonna meet up with Shi Yong and all for dinner before the concert starts. Leaving at 11 something maybe and still have to go for cousin's bday! Sooo gonna be a tiring day. I shall take as much rest as I can tonight.

EVERYONE IS GOING PHUTURE TONIGHT, WHERE DO I GO!

Impian Morib

Fellow readers!

I'm backz :O Had a busy weekend. Just got back from Motivation Camp! Got a lil motivated la maybe. The cool thing is, we actually did our school cheer with semangat! Like super duper bersemangat! So proud of ourselves. And not to forget, our cool group, Peace No War! We won best team award (BANGGA LA OF COURSE) We went for this blind fold game at night which is kind of the best activity, war dance which we have to compete with all the other 9 teams and some presentations. Had a great time! Despite the pissing-off moment. So yeah, that's about it. Oh and my sister is still not home yet, I'm gonna kill her! Gonna get her all bloody hehe


That's for you to decide;

I Left My Blog Abandoned Again!

HELLO LADIES AND GENTLEMEN:)

haha sorry, a little bit hyper-active :) Life has been going great lately! Birthday parties, shopping, eating and school! But science is going too far, I'm afraid I can't catch up! Mid Term is coming real soon. It feels like I just did my 1st monthly test yesterday? Hmm. Anyways, we celebrated Ze's birthday last weekend. And two weeks before we celebrated Ming's and Qi's birthday. Bought Qi a Topman shirt again. This time it says (a few girls name which got scribbled on) and lastly the current gf's name. I hope he wears it atleast once a week like the Patrick tee I bought for him!

OH, here comes Motivation Camp on this friday! Haven't been going for school trips with my bunch of crazy friends. Really miss the good old times. Ok, since myself is not allowing me to continue, I shall stop here. Will TRY really HARD to update soon. Cya!

Sigh

Tomorrow is my first monthly in Form 3 and I'm not prepared at all. Haven't started studying till just now. And I'm still thinking of something I shouldn't think of, right at this moment. Listening to the song the reminds me of you. I'm so useless.







Miserable at best.