Thursday, February 25, 2010

Excuse me (smiley)

I NEED TO GO POO POO :)

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Televideophone

Happy Birthday to my two loved ones, Mommy and Aida Sofia!

I wished Daa at twelve sharp yesterday and Yes, I was the first one! So proud of myself :) Didn't get to wish mom cos she was already asleep. Wished mom this morning and sang twice birthday song to Daa in class. I hope she had fun today! Sorry haven't got the time to get her a present. And I never get to figure out what to get my mom. Just spend her a bday dinner, that would be good I guess :) Going off soon for dinner at Pavi or Starhills most probably. Once again before it ends, Happy Chinese New Year!!

How could I ever stop missing you, but the gap between us two is way too huge. Can I make it through?

Thursday, February 11, 2010

102 Dalmations

Three words: I am HAPPY :)

Pn Jannah just gave birth to her chubby baby boy. She texted me on Monday night and told me she delivered in that morning and she mms-ed a picture of her cute baby! Omg I swear he looks adorable! Too bad I can't find my phone cable to transfer the photo into the computer :( and Chinese New Year is this Sunday. Time flies baby, really can't believe it. I've waited for months for this week to come!

Anyways, something is now back into my mind. Its bothering me all day. Why must it be BACK. Sigh, confusion. Should I be happy or sad? When I wish to see it never comes out. But when I don't, it comes out immediately and scare the hell out of me. God give me a break.

Friday, February 5, 2010

Shut Up

Don't act like you meant the world to me. Don't think you are so good. Don't talk to me like that, I'm not whoever. So please think twice when you do something. I can be nice so let me stay nice ok.

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Happyy!

Happy 100th post! hahaha after so long, I know. Sorry to those who are so looking forward for my updates. Haha really can't find the mood to update my blog. I hardly online too. Just facebook for awhile and I'm off to finish up my homeworks. Form 3 is tough. I have tonnes of homeworks everyday and that's not nice :( I don't even have time to revise yet! Sejarah is going fast but I don't even understand. Bab 1 is already freaking long. God. Then Maths, its a disaster! But luckily my tuition teacher going very fast and far from what I'm learning in school now so I kind of less crack my brain. Anyways, I hope I can catch up with whatever teachers are teaching. I don't wanna have a hard time when PMR is near.

Oh, CNY is around the corneerrr!! I'm sure you can tell that I'm EXCITED :D Yes indeed! My sister and I shopped like mad women! Approximately, three huge bags of dresses/ tops, a bag of bottoms and 5 pairs of shoes? I got a red pair of heels this time! Weeewoo. Got two new handbags too. I hope this year will be a great year and my PMR results with flying colors to make it a perfect year :) Everyone seems to be very happy and couldn't wait for CNY! My sister can't wait to wear the new clothes and so am I. I can't wait to party too! Good foods! So many wonderful stuffs.

Another update. Our school annual Road Run just ended. Cemara got first. Sigh, why can't Kiara get first again! I'm losing hope. I'm a pessimist. Sorry Kiara but I really don't see any determination to win, people! By the way, I'm really proud of the guys in my batch. They did extremely well! Almost all of them got into Top 10 and some even broke the record? Congrats! Not forgetting the girls. We did well too okay! I got 7th, and mummy said 'Good job! Atleast you improved by one place!' Haha that's very nice, momma :)

I think that's it for now. I'm kind of full to death now. I had two bowls of RICE. That's horrible. ZOMG. Imagine a girl who barely have her proper meal on time and today she suddenly stuffed two bowls of rice into her already small stomach. Expanding it again. I think I'm gonna die soon with my so unhealthy style of diet. God bless me.

Cheers people! <3

Friday, December 11, 2009

Tuckito

This is called 50 First Reactions. Type what comes to your mind FIRST whenever you see these 50 words. Don't think and don't go back and change. Doesn't matter how random it is, just type it!
1. Beer: tiger, heineken, kilkenny
2. Food: nice food
3. Relationships: guys
4. Your crush: a guy
5. Power Rangers: lil kids
6. Life: lifeless
7. The President: dad
8. Yummy: yums
9. Cars: lamboghini
10. Movies: cinemas
11. Halloween: ghost,ugly
12. Sex: hot
13. Religion: racist
14. Hate: bastard
15. Fear: lizards
16. Marriage: commitment
17. Blondes: i love
18. Slippers: black
19. Shoes: i dont wear
20. Asians: me
21. Past time: no regrets
22. One night stand: irresponsible
23. My cell phone: touch screen and suck
24. Smoke: tried it
25. Fantasy: no fantasy
26. College: sunway
27. High school life: doing fine
28. Pyjamas: boxers
29. Stars: shiny
30. Center: middle
31. Alcohol: drunk
32. The word love: need trust
33. Friends: good
34. Money: need lots!
35. Heartache: guys
36. Time: flies
37. Divorce: hard
38. Dogs: puppies
39. Undies: not nice
40. Parents: nag
41. Babies: mine!
42. Ex: none
43. Song: hot chick
44. Color: blonde
45. Weddings: gowns!
46. Pizza: pepperoni
47. Hangout: shoppinggggggg
48. Rest: sleep
49. Goal: football
50. Inspiration: books

Monday, December 7, 2009

Ops

HELLO?

hehe I'm back! (again, ops) sorry la, I am really really very lazy to blog nowadays. Can't find any interesting issues to update. Well, I do have a few but I don't think I'll be able to describe it here because it is definitely very private and.. complicated. The first issue is, I think I kind of have good feeling for someone. GOOD FEELING, thats it. This person is definitely NOT the right person to fall in love with. Very awkward and weird indeed. Though I have to admit he's hot, stylish and whole lot of cool stuffs about him. Then, there's always a 'but'. I just can't face this fact. The fact that he is........ Sigh. Right at this moment, I really wish I could stop thinking for just a while. My brain is not working rationally.

Second issue:
I am upset. Simply just upset. Expectations from people around me that I clearly do not meet. Yea, I'm really SLOW. Slow in terms of physically and mentally. I don't mind taking straight forward advises from others and I'm trying really hard NOT to be sad after listening to their advises. Their comments about my weakness. I am trying my best to change and to learn. Yet they kept comparing me with others. I know I can't be the BEST. I'm not even close to best. I know telling me my weakness are for my own benefits but you don't have to repeat it every 2 minutes. I'll do my level best to improve and if I'm slow, then don't come to me and ask me to do stuffs when you think that I'll be too slow to complete it. If you think my help won't make any difference then don't come to me. Like they said, Im still very far from the 'good' level. So stop bugging me about things you think I'm incapable of doing. I'm sorry I don't have sikap keterbukaan. Give me a break. I need some time to cool down.