Tuckito

This is called 50 First Reactions. Type what comes to your mind FIRST whenever you see these 50 words. Don't think and don't go back and change. Doesn't matter how random it is, just type it!
1. Beer: tiger, heineken, kilkenny
2. Food: nice food
3. Relationships: guys
4. Your crush: a guy
5. Power Rangers: lil kids
6. Life: lifeless
7. The President: dad
8. Yummy: yums
9. Cars: lamboghini
10. Movies: cinemas
11. Halloween: ghost,ugly
12. Sex: hot
13. Religion: racist
14. Hate: bastard
15. Fear: lizards
16. Marriage: commitment
17. Blondes: i love
18. Slippers: black
19. Shoes: i dont wear
20. Asians: me
21. Past time: no regrets
22. One night stand: irresponsible
23. My cell phone: touch screen and suck
24. Smoke: tried it
25. Fantasy: no fantasy
26. College: sunway
27. High school life: doing fine
28. Pyjamas: boxers
29. Stars: shiny
30. Center: middle
31. Alcohol: drunk
32. The word love: need trust
33. Friends: good
34. Money: need lots!
35. Heartache: guys
36. Time: flies
37. Divorce: hard
38. Dogs: puppies
39. Undies: not nice
40. Parents: nag
41. Babies: mine!
42. Ex: none
43. Song: hot chick
44. Color: blonde
45. Weddings: gowns!
46. Pizza: pepperoni
47. Hangout: shoppinggggggg
48. Rest: sleep
49. Goal: football
50. Inspiration: books

Ops

HELLO?

hehe I'm back! (again, ops) sorry la, I am really really very lazy to blog nowadays. Can't find any interesting issues to update. Well, I do have a few but I don't think I'll be able to describe it here because it is definitely very private and.. complicated. The first issue is, I think I kind of have good feeling for someone. GOOD FEELING, thats it. This person is definitely NOT the right person to fall in love with. Very awkward and weird indeed. Though I have to admit he's hot, stylish and whole lot of cool stuffs about him. Then, there's always a 'but'. I just can't face this fact. The fact that he is........ Sigh. Right at this moment, I really wish I could stop thinking for just a while. My brain is not working rationally.

Second issue:
I am upset. Simply just upset. Expectations from people around me that I clearly do not meet. Yea, I'm really SLOW. Slow in terms of physically and mentally. I don't mind taking straight forward advises from others and I'm trying really hard NOT to be sad after listening to their advises. Their comments about my weakness. I am trying my best to change and to learn. Yet they kept comparing me with others. I know I can't be the BEST. I'm not even close to best. I know telling me my weakness are for my own benefits but you don't have to repeat it every 2 minutes. I'll do my level best to improve and if I'm slow, then don't come to me and ask me to do stuffs when you think that I'll be too slow to complete it. If you think my help won't make any difference then don't come to me. Like they said, Im still very far from the 'good' level. So stop bugging me about things you think I'm incapable of doing. I'm sorry I don't have sikap keterbukaan. Give me a break. I need some time to cool down.

Sapa buat crime?

DO IT THE HARDCORE WAY :)

The Bank

Sorry for leaving my blog abandoned. IM BACK! to blog after almost a month I didn't update. It was a long long month I'm telling you. Storing as much knowledge as my brain can hold. So finally, exam is over and I'm free! Things that I'm looking forward to right now is the long holidays, shopping, movies and results? Nah lets not talk about that right now. So anyway, I think I'm gonna do so many things when I get the chance to go out to the mall. Especially when holidays start. Get manicure, more and more shopping, a piercing on somewhere ;) (MAYBE). Yeah that's the only thing I'm excited about. But I'm afraid I can't bear the pain! Man. It's okay. We'll see.

Oh yeah, Jennifer's body is out! So is Time Traveller's Wife! and Poker King! Heeheee I shall call the girls soon :) tooodaah

A Thousand of Nights

I removed this picture as my wallpaper because I don't wanna look at it every night before I could go to bed. I need to quit this habit of thinking about you every day and night. Its hurtful, its torturing. Though I still don't know when I'll stop loving you. Maybe I already did, but your picture in my head just won't fade away.

Thanks for giving me the best year of 200* that others can't probably give me.

Deli

So yesterday was a super good day. Grace finally went out with us after soooo long long. I was so happy. :) After gathering everyone, we went to get our tickets for Sorority Row. My movie!! So my type weh. Then we went window shopping. Here comes the best part, Grace and I both have the 25 bucks voucher at F3. So we decided to go in Topshop and check out things that worth 25 bucks. We saw undies and decided to get the same ones. Gracie chose the Wonderwoman and I chose a Danger Mouse. hahahha. 2 undies for RM16.60 :) the other girls to U-bowl first while we get our undies. So the results was, Jeja got first, then Daa, then me, comes Dani, and lastly Gracie :) She scored 9! That's a good start :)

Oh we also had Delicious for lunch! I had my Caesar salad again but with chicken this time. The bowling part was just to kill time and then we headed for our movie. Grace sat next to me and I told her, "Gracie, lets try not to cover our eyes with our hands this time. I wanna try" She said OK and she looked really steady and brave. (wow) After the first girl was killed, both of us started guessing if its a ghost movie or a psycho movie. Ok, that went on for quite awhile. Then we saw this man in black started killing, yes that clears our question marks. I was so tired of being scared and frightened, I kept on leaning on Gracie's shoulder, trying to fall asleep. AIYO WHAT THE HECK.

After the movie, we walked around and Jejas went home first :( Then Dani and us. Jeja was being so hyper yesterday I can tell which I love people like her. and Dani too! She just you know, herself. So talkative and crazy :) and I miss you already Daaaaniiiii. Daa was a little quite yesterday, don't know why. Gracie was fully entertained by me so I'm sure she definitely wasn't bored. HAHA

THETA PI MUST DIE!

The End

Skipping

Good evening, bitch and bastard :)
I'm so bored but sleepy. Hehe I slept at 3 something in the morning yesterday because I went pick up my sister and Yolks from the airport. They just got back from HK. They said it was a hell of a trip. For sure, Fatty shopped like craaaazzzayyy! Two of her luggages are full of nice clothes! She bought a bag and few pairs of shoes and bags of clothes. She even met some HK celebs. Cool stuff :) Glad she's home. I miss her, I have to admit. Oh she bought me a shirt too! Checkered. PURPLE!

Then she bought this really nice Ferrero which you can't find it here in Malaysia I guess. Since I've never seen it anywhere yet. Its really addictive! She gave me a box of four that Ferrero and I finished it within a few minutes. And now I don't know where to get those chocolates :( There's a mushroom toy in my room! On my mirror, its blue! To conclude, she spent all Yolks' money. HAHA, poor thing la yolks.

Yolks joined us for dinner and we had Thai food again today at Pav. Then we shopped a lil. It was nice hanging out with just me and Fatty. Let's just put a smile on my face and enjoy my another one or two years with my closest sister before she marries and she's no longer in the family. Its not that she's not a part of the family but she'll be conquered by the husband. Only with her husband's permission, she could come back to her very own home. Her husband and children will always come first then her beloved sisters and parents. I'm sure she'll have less time to entertain me and even talks me. This is why when everytime we talk about her marriage, I would either act deaf or start crying. I get very crybaby at this issue. Just when we talk about her, leaving or when I felt like she treats her boyfriend so much better than to me, my tears start flowing. I think I've gone a little crazy with my sister. I need to go for psychologist. HEELLPPP