You're in my heart

The one that we all been so afraid to face, is here. This day didn't come unexpected but we somehow still can't take it the way we expected. Aunt, you had been one of the most lovely family members I've ever had. Taking care of me since i was little. Sleeping with me, buy me toys like barbie dolls, making tiny little clothes for the dolls. My fingers are so numb now to type all these but I think I should really type all these out to cherish you.

You have been going through, fighting with all the devils since the age of 25 and you won all challenges. You beat them all down. One after another. You've been the strongest of all. Today, I guess you're tired of fighting. You've decided to leave us. Maybe its the best for you, so that you will no longer suffer in pain. You're a tough woman. You're strong, caring and always considerate.

I miss looking at you brushing your teeth. Sleeping with you. Listening to you talking non-stop on the phone, telling us about your condition. I miss going shopping with you. I miss going out for breakfast with the whole family and you. I guess we know why you decided to leave at this time. You don't wanna see us cry, you don't wanna upset us. But if you can ever hear this, I really wanna be with you till the very last second. I miss seeing your face but I am also that you are finally at rest. Seeing your condition, lying in the bed just now isn't easy at all. Looking at how you struggle, how you were gasping for air. I hope you really find peace now. I hope you will remember us. I hope you will have a better next life.

In memories of my dearest Aunt, Low Wei Mae.