A Thousand of Nights

I removed this picture as my wallpaper because I don't wanna look at it every night before I could go to bed. I need to quit this habit of thinking about you every day and night. Its hurtful, its torturing. Though I still don't know when I'll stop loving you. Maybe I already did, but your picture in my head just won't fade away.

Thanks for giving me the best year of 200* that others can't probably give me.

Deli

So yesterday was a super good day. Grace finally went out with us after soooo long long. I was so happy. :) After gathering everyone, we went to get our tickets for Sorority Row. My movie!! So my type weh. Then we went window shopping. Here comes the best part, Grace and I both have the 25 bucks voucher at F3. So we decided to go in Topshop and check out things that worth 25 bucks. We saw undies and decided to get the same ones. Gracie chose the Wonderwoman and I chose a Danger Mouse. hahahha. 2 undies for RM16.60 :) the other girls to U-bowl first while we get our undies. So the results was, Jeja got first, then Daa, then me, comes Dani, and lastly Gracie :) She scored 9! That's a good start :)

Oh we also had Delicious for lunch! I had my Caesar salad again but with chicken this time. The bowling part was just to kill time and then we headed for our movie. Grace sat next to me and I told her, "Gracie, lets try not to cover our eyes with our hands this time. I wanna try" She said OK and she looked really steady and brave. (wow) After the first girl was killed, both of us started guessing if its a ghost movie or a psycho movie. Ok, that went on for quite awhile. Then we saw this man in black started killing, yes that clears our question marks. I was so tired of being scared and frightened, I kept on leaning on Gracie's shoulder, trying to fall asleep. AIYO WHAT THE HECK.

After the movie, we walked around and Jejas went home first :( Then Dani and us. Jeja was being so hyper yesterday I can tell which I love people like her. and Dani too! She just you know, herself. So talkative and crazy :) and I miss you already Daaaaniiiii. Daa was a little quite yesterday, don't know why. Gracie was fully entertained by me so I'm sure she definitely wasn't bored. HAHA

THETA PI MUST DIE!

The End

Skipping

Good evening, bitch and bastard :)
I'm so bored but sleepy. Hehe I slept at 3 something in the morning yesterday because I went pick up my sister and Yolks from the airport. They just got back from HK. They said it was a hell of a trip. For sure, Fatty shopped like craaaazzzayyy! Two of her luggages are full of nice clothes! She bought a bag and few pairs of shoes and bags of clothes. She even met some HK celebs. Cool stuff :) Glad she's home. I miss her, I have to admit. Oh she bought me a shirt too! Checkered. PURPLE!

Then she bought this really nice Ferrero which you can't find it here in Malaysia I guess. Since I've never seen it anywhere yet. Its really addictive! She gave me a box of four that Ferrero and I finished it within a few minutes. And now I don't know where to get those chocolates :( There's a mushroom toy in my room! On my mirror, its blue! To conclude, she spent all Yolks' money. HAHA, poor thing la yolks.

Yolks joined us for dinner and we had Thai food again today at Pav. Then we shopped a lil. It was nice hanging out with just me and Fatty. Let's just put a smile on my face and enjoy my another one or two years with my closest sister before she marries and she's no longer in the family. Its not that she's not a part of the family but she'll be conquered by the husband. Only with her husband's permission, she could come back to her very own home. Her husband and children will always come first then her beloved sisters and parents. I'm sure she'll have less time to entertain me and even talks me. This is why when everytime we talk about her marriage, I would either act deaf or start crying. I get very crybaby at this issue. Just when we talk about her, leaving or when I felt like she treats her boyfriend so much better than to me, my tears start flowing. I think I've gone a little crazy with my sister. I need to go for psychologist. HEELLPPP

MR. A

STOP THINKIIIING! Be patient and wait till the day comes and you can get what you want to know. DONT BE CRAZYYYYYY!

Beef Rendang & Sweats

HOOO! I just fnished playing badminton with dad, sweats flowing out like waterfall. Oh today is funny :P We had KH for last period and Madam NG (i finally know her name because we never greet her before) was wearing a funny shirt, some sort of kindergarten shirt haha. When she stepped in the class I was so panicked yet laughing and asking Daa and Grace what is her name so in the end, she said 'Good Afternoon' that made my life so much easier. HEHE and we replied 'Good afternoon mrs.. t.eeacche..rr..' Then we saw her shirt. Nat started laughing and I pulak laughed. And here comes Gracie and Daa. I tried look at her shirt for quite a few times but never get to figure out what it was written on it. For your info, the text was printed right where her boobs are. After awhile, she came towards me to mark my book and of course, it was the best time to check out the text on her shirt. Then suddenly, "Are you trying to see what is written on my shirt?" Right at the instant *KANTOIIII* The three monsters at the back sure laughing their butts off. Haha. Crazy laaaaaa

YAY for Jan is moving to somewhere near my place (keep your fingers crossed) hehe and good luck with Mike Chadway :)

Enthusiastic

Final is getting nearer. I kind of started studying. Aiyooo, why time has to pass so quickly. Oh btw, Fatty is at HK with her boyfriend now. I miss her but miss the souvenirs even more :D haha! I know I'm a bad sister. School's been good. Like any other school days. But just with more craziness. As long as we have someone there, our day is brightened. :) Oh I miss cheer, again. I'm so much fatter after cheer ended. Sigh. One more year to get my ass back on cheer. ONE YEAR. Picture that.

Sexy Ass

Happy 14th Birthday, SEING SEING!

May all your wishes come true, stay strong, pretty and healthy. May you get good grades for exams, God bless you! You're always the best! Most of all, I love you till the end of time! <3

You

My heart was pounding unstoppably fast. I felt like it was gonna fall off. I don't know how to describe the way I felt when I caught a glimpse of your shadow, the figure and the smell. The scent that comes only from your body. Did you even bother to ask yourself who was that person that looked kind of familiar but you never remember who it was? I doubt it. Maybe two words could describe the situation I'm hanging in now, lifeless and breathless. If there's anything that could erase all the memories I have in my mind, NOW I'd like you to clear them off my mind. I've had enough of all these. Im tired, I'm sad. It's been 2 years or more now. I don't wanna sleep through the pain every single night I thought of you. Everytime I see something that might relate to you. Every little thing. It gives me a heart attack. Now my tears are rolling down the cheeks. How can the tears ever gonna stop coming because of you. Yeah, I haven't spoken to you for almost a year or two now. And I don't know what the hell on earth that still keeps me hanging. I need some rest