Passion

You're so addictive, the feeling towards you I can't resist.
Do you think that feeling for you will last?
I'm afraid if you found out, I'm having a crush on you, you'd run away.
I have low self-esteem I admit.
I walked pass you on purpose, almost everyday.
Though, I can't look you in the eyes.
Your thoughts I can't decode.
Especially your smiles.
Was it from a friend or someone more than just a friend?
Every action you take, I can hardly differentiate whether you're just behaving like before,
or I'm just thought too much?
My fellows say I shall just leave things untold.
When its the right time, moment, weather, and place.
Probably the answer comes when its most unexpected.
Its always been this way.
To my utter astonishment,
The guy I had fall head over heels for, appeared in my life.
At the moment that I'd never hope he'll be there.
That's the guy before.
Now, I'm utterly over him.
Perhaps, I found someone way better.
I guess he is one.
Hopefully, he feels the same.

Mei, xoxo